hmmm..
got back most of the papers already, lemme see.. left with chem only. haix. not much hope, but i hope for at least a B4, to make my L1R5 look nicer. do u call it L1R5 or L1B5 ah? anyway, wad does B stands for? got back eng, chi, ss/g, emaths. eng was surprisingly good! i got B3!! nv did k. was damn happy. did better than yuhua, marie and more. was quite surprised, seriously. coz i used to feel inferior when we get back eng papers last time, but this time, woohoo~ no matter how lenient they are this time, i'm no longer the lousiest, that's all i cared abt. does reading newsweek really help? i feel that my eng's becoming rusty, must read more, to maintain that =D. chi was kinda unexpected. thought i'd get a C for doing last min studying. i got B4, surprised. there's too many surprises yday. emaths too. got a high A1. coz its an easy paper. like wad miss lee said. but i beat vernie! haha, happy. ok la, not being very nice say i beat who and who. shall stop. ss/g's a 4.. i'll work hard on that. ok, shall do a summary for all the stubjects so far..

eng -> B3
hcl -> B4
chi -> A1
emaths -> A1
amaths -> A2
ssg -> B4
hist -> C5
phy -> C6
chem -> ??
raw L1R5 -> 16

eee, i wanna go vj de leh, liddat how to go. hmmmf. was kinda disappointed with amaths, could have clinched the A1. and i feel that i din put in as much effort for malayan hist as modern world hist. that's why the marks kana pulled all the way down. and i think i'm losing focus for phy. either that or im too complacent. haix. i must really buck up!! i dun wanna be stuck with 16. even with bonus points, the most i can get is 12. also cant go vj. haix. how?!?!
but maybe i shud be happy, coz i din a lot better, as compared to mye. my sis even doubted my ability after seeing my mye result. and looked down on me. wad the hell. i will feel kinda insulted de loh. after all, my psle score was way better than her's, and now my prelim's also way better than her Os. bleahx. but, i still cant go vj!! =(
ok la, time to do phy tys le, tatax~

dead
wad the hell, typed quite looong an entry just now and couldnt save. pissed. anyway, im getting back lotsa papers tml! kinda scared. and im worried for my Os. we must maintain cedar's standard of a band 1 sch. our batch a bit slack, we must buck up. im planning to plan for the 4 weeks, and study hard. revise and practice all subjects, in order to get all my As as promised. so much for promising. but i must keep my promise! i promise to keep my promise! lolx. ok la, i will. and i noe i can. i shall go to bed now and sleep, and get ready for tml, and be mentally prepared! tatax~

bleahx..
IT'S FINALLY OVER!! can u believe it? a few days ago, i was still piah-ing away. and guess wad? its OVER!! so damn happy, was celebrating since the end of chem paper, although i noe i wun do well for chem. coz everything just din go in. then the paper was like. oh well. its over, i should look ahead. anyway, the last paper is actually today la. it was phy prac. i guess the my results was alright, just that i din manage to finish answering the last 2 parts of the question one. bahh. whereby everyone else finished their experiment on time as well as all the questions. ok, FINE! im slow la. bleahx. i should have finished if i din erase the graph and redraw, coz i find it not best-fit. but the new graph that i drew was worse, i think. haix. forget it.
anyway, aft chem paper on monday, me, marie, wendy, yisha and keying went town. since its monday, there wasnt many students. haha. then we were like walking ard as if Os over. lolx. so happy, okiex. then everybody bought a little something. i bought 2 new hairbands! i noe its a waste of money, since i always just hang it on my neck and seldom wear it. and break it while trying to hang it on my neck. i mean like, used for too long le, that's why it broke. but this time, bought the new ones, wun break that easily, i hope. and i bought new earsticks. and bought a lot of food. was damn hungry. ate like pig. haha. aft that, went home and ask my mummy help me squeeze the pimple. heex. since she's officially a beautician now, i think =P. but she alwaes complains abt me eating oily food, then my face will have this and that, blah blah.. then she help me do facial, haha, so comfortable that i fell asleep.
the nx day, woke up at 10++. sat in front of the television, and slack till 11.30 then i went to bathe. then i slowly do my stuff, and left the house at 12.30pm, haha. met wendy on the train. and waited for yuhua at chinatown. then we went to buy food and smuggled some drinks in to the ktv! hahax. sang till very shuang. esp revolution. i think this song very nice to sing at ktv kx. then after singing, then yuhua say downstairs got kbox. so we went there to see, and guess wad? IT'S CHEAPER!! AH!! LUGI LA!! stupid yuhua, shud have told us earlier, then can compare price before going ma, hmf.. but nvm, we shall go there some other times then. it was abt 7 liaox. the 3 of us went chinatown de mei shi jie to eat the mei shi. not bad la, although i din eat a lot. coz not much money left =X. aft eating, saw this cd shop, and we went in. and we saw those damn cheap de karaoke vcd noe!! so me and wendy each bought one at 5 bucks each only. thinking that we found treasure. when i reached home, i played the vcd. fake one loh. the mtv is scenery ok! haha. but nvm la, still can sing. bleahx. last night, i watched tv watched till like 12++, almost 1am. quite late noe, although nx day got practical =P.
anyway, aft the lock up, i cheong home and changed and everything stuffed food into my mouth, was damn hungry. did everything, then went out of house, but still late for treatment =X. so, it ended late. aft treatment, went marie's house to play monopoly. haha. i noe its a bit stupid to go her house to play la, but just to relax and for the fun of it ma. marie was winning loh, but im 2nd. wendy 3rd! not bad eh, coz there's only 3 players. haha. anyway, while playing, we waited for yuhua. talking abt her, today's the practical, and she overslept. sleep till 7.45am, still need kerrin to call her to wake her up. tsktsk.
finally, she arrives and she was eating away at marie's house loh. so pig. haha. finally, we decided to end the game and play daidee. and made yuhua stop eating the tidbits. played a few rounds, then ended up playing speed. i remember its called speed. marie said its split. wadeva la. i only noe that yuhua was trying to chat online and play at the same time. and we gave her a new nickname! zhu1! haha, coz she damn pig. lolx. wendy went to meet her friend at 7++. me and yuhua left marie's house at 8++. i was calling yuhua zhu, so fun. lolx. reached home at 9.05pm, just nice to watch the show. heex.
this morning mdm faridah passed a note and asked me to get a letter for the cip hours that i did for the urban talk. then i went to calculate just now, then i realised that i did more than a hundred hours, oooh!! ok la, maybe not that much, but its near 90hours de loh. can u believe it?! eh, if got 90hours, can i get 2.5 points for the special point? haha.. i nv dreamt that i would get the special point noe! lolx. so happy. im going to get the letter this friday =D. then, i must remember to bring my cip card and all the time table for urban talk to hkhk to look for huang laoshi. ok la, my sis wanna use. tatax~

screwed it up!!
most of the papers went smoothly.. until today. i will be murdered by ms lizah! the hist was so.. ok, coz i din do enuff revision, studying. that's why cant do. in fact u shud say i spot wrong topic, then die loh. and i only studied that one and only malaya emergency and it din come out at all! sianx. i shudnt have gone to the airport yday. regret le! but my parents, esp my mum was like, 'u very long see ur grandma le leh.' ok, fine! irritating loh. cant concentrate at the airport with everybody ard me talking wad.. then when i dun do well, its my fault. wadeva. well, its my fault for not having my time planned and used wisely. fine, my fault. the rest of the papers so far, are quite alright, i guess, other than phy. its out to kill loh. mr yau still say its a easy paper so long as u studied. bluff us! i think maths SHUD be alright if there isnt any accident, haha. then geog, ss.. i think not much hope la =X. hist paper 2 was alright, i was so glad that the 2 topics that came out are the ones which i studied most thoroughly, i hope its thorough enuff. the problem lies with time management. i couldnt finish la. was struggling to finish. and i din do ranking para for causal question. i hope things will turn out fine noe, and that they will moderate the score. *praying real hard* i promise, i will not fool ard and concentrate to study real hard and study smart for the remaining papers. im not gonna make myself do things which i will regret. and i must tell myself that, 'I LOVE CHEMISTRY!!' alright, must shuo dao zuo dao, i shall go and rest 1st then study chem! tatax~
KAMPATE!!

sigh..
feel that i slack a bit too much these two days. yday aft the eng paper (which i do not have much confident in), came home, was very tired, slept till 3, and my phne rang. its the alarm to remind me to watch mtv =P. then aft that, i continued to watch till 10.. then went to bed le. haix. this is bad. ok la, part of the time i din watch, neither did i study. i hate it when i slack too much. but, i cant control. i just dun feel like studying sometimes. i mean like.. its so.. urrgx. when u study too much, u'll get sick of it. ive thought of really waking up at a fixed time every morning and follow a schedule. but this is soo unlike me, and i wun be able to take it. aft a few days i'll def not be able to follow it anymore. i noe, by saying that i cant, i really cant, but i did try it out before. and it really dun work for me. i'll feel damn pressurized after studying too much noe. and i dunnoe where to channel this feeling to. and its like. sometimes ppl just dun understand, and wun even let me watch tv. when i had already stop going online as often as i used to, in fact i almost stop coming online. then tv is the only thing i can use to entertain myself other than music le. but i seriously think, most of the time my bro's home, im not studying, that's why he alwaes see me watching tv and he's not very happy with that. all i feel like doing is maths. and i think i did too much of it and its abt time for me to stop and do other stuff. but at the thought of it, i dun feel like doing any other thing. think this is why they say girls are more emotional. is that the right word? but who cares. haix. i dun really noe wad's the matter with me sometimes. maybe i shud make myself depress, then let out the emotions all at once then i can concentrate ba.. haix, okiex la, shall end here, tatax~