my random rantings again
i hate it when come irritating and inconsiderate beings simply ignore the fellow commuters, and block the whole excalator. i mean what the hell la. just for your own convenience, coz you wanna talk then you block the whole place. you're not paiseh one meh. irritating lor. i even purposely walk loudly behind them, coming down the escalator a bit, but they don't seem to get it. either they did it on purpose, or they are just very bueh zi dong.. which irritates me like even more. these ppl are simply getting on my nerves! damn.

anyway, am in school slacking away before lecture starts. am kinda bored now, but in a few weeks'/days' time i wont be anymore, coz all the projects are coming. and somehow i feel a lil unprepared. die.. but im sure things will turn out fine. well or at least i hope.

i realised i have a lot of other things to do, such as LIV (though im not all that involved) coz performance is coming and rehearsals are coming up AND we are not all that prepared. die die..

THEN there is the script that im supposed to be completing. stress on that, coz it's not completed YET! and i really wanna be involved this time, but i don't think i'll have the time/energy. and i cant find a director for my script. die die die..

damn, so many happenings. actually it is not that many la, but i wanna do well with everything then it is a bit tough on myself and my poor body.. i just managed to put on a bit of a weight, dun wanna lose it again..

im actually quite tired everyday. coz i don't really get to rest during the weekends. except sat, maybe get to slp a lil longer, but i'll go out late and need to wake up slightly earlier on sunday for LIV and other stuff, and i'll go home late on sunday, leaving me with less rest on weekends! HAIS. weekdays needless to say la. and if tuition resumes on sat, it will be disastrous for me. but i feel some sense of responsibility for her leh. although i must admit i don't think i did much la. oops.

oh very well, shall go find some little corner to rest for a while before lecture begins. tatax~

damn
i forgot about the one post per week thing! but sch started, may not be as free, although at the moment i still am free, coz it is just the 1st wk!

but im having a class at 9 tmr, so i have to like wake up early! and it's damn hot today (and yesterday too), so im gonna bathe and sleep!

oh did i say that orientation is finally over!! but freak, i had a nightmare AFTER orientation. how scary is that. alright alright! nights, tatax~

updates, facebook and productions
wow super long nv update.. been slacking my holiday away. well, that's no technically correct it seems! coz i've been busy with stuff and slacking when im not (:

yesh i didnt work during holidays! coz i've got stuff like liv to go to, hkhk script writing sessions and improv workshop to attend! and not forgetting school's orientation planning!

so i was actually quite busy! and i read a lot of books okay (including facebook), so i didn't waste my time, just hasn't been doing anything constructive towards my financial status apart from giving tuition, which at the moment isn't contributing anymore, coz exams have ended! means im jobless until my student wanna resume, damn!

ok la, i am actually quite tired, coz of all these committments, been on the road a lot.. but am glad that my script is almost out! 'cept that im free today but cant write, coz my laptop + hard disk is with my sis, under repair/for backup purposes. so i've to resort to using my bro's laptop.

oh, back to my financial status, i didn't earn but spend a lot, damn! but i have ceased since a few weeks back. mainly online shopping and some sales that i came across while walking around.

anyway i realised facebook is bad, it prevents me from blogging! i agree with what mark said, about facebook, you just log on and stare at the homepage, even though there isn't any newsfeed, which is a waste of time. and while staring i'll play some games on facebook and forget about my blog, although everytime i go out i see something new and wanted to blog about it, when i reach home, log on to facebook and BOOMZ, i forgot about it!

i shall try to update at least once a week from now on, coz i realised i haven't been writing a lot. i have to write even in singlish, it doesnt matter, bleahs. writing makes me think! but it doesnt mean i havent been thinking ok, recall i said i was writing script? (:

anyway am looking forward to my 2 upcoming productions in dec and mar! i'll be acting for the dec one and playwright for the other. YES im finally acting again! even though i feel it's a rather small role again, but who cares i get to talk a lot.

my new script is interesting i love it a lot, better than my first script that was performed. it was too teenage, emo and immature then. now i have a total new light to my views and stuff, doing these lighthearted things (:

school's starting next week. means no more sleeping late and waking up late, means projects, tests and exams, means mugging time is here, means less outings and more MIAs! but hell, im determined to do well. am gonna study real hard and pull up my GPA again! yes my GPA dropped this sem, but i mean of course right. so im going to make it rise as close to perfection as possible!

oh btw, i've failed my holiday missions to gain weight! only like 1kg, which is not enough for me to lose when sch starts again! damn it. i think i am super unhealthy la, die!

anyway so much rantings and random stuff. shall end here and continue facebooking/reading real book, haha. tatax~