WORK
whee! havent been blogging since i started work. work's alright so far.. little mistakes here and there, but it's alright la. haha. but my sis says i should slow down, coz i complete my tasks too quickly, then very fast nothing to do. haha. i'll take note of that, like that i wouldnt look so free all the time! haha.

tralala! tralala! although there's not much work, but i dun dare to blog in office, coz im sitting right in front of the door, the moment the door opens, the whole world can see wad im doing! haha. so the most i do is chat on msn, surf some blogs, go friendster, discreetly.. haha.. XP

im going to save up loads!! coz mark and i are planning a trip to central europe next year! so must save up.. trying to spend as little as possible, but it's not quite possible, coz travelling is expensive, food is expensive.. once in a while need to shop, which isnt any cheaper!! HAIS! maybe i should everyday eat sandwich.. haha! cheap and filling. but i think i'll puke one day. but i like to eat bread lehs. lol. 命贱..

but office very cold! brrr.. ohh, everyone wears till quite casual in the office leh. haha. so good hor, then i can spend less on outfit. aiya, so hungry now, shall go eat dinner, then watch why why love episode8!! ((:

actually hor, office really quite boring.. and i got nothing to talk to the other girls. one very reserved, one no common topic. or rather, i dun really like her XP. dunno wad to talk to them about. then when they have no work, they are always on msn or blogging or internet shopping. i also always on msn, but not much ppl to talk to lehs. so if you see me talking to you during office hour, i probably am bored! lols.. and as i've said i dun dare to blog in office. and i dun dare to anyhow surf net.. lols! i think i damn hum chi.

ok la, crap so much.. DINNER TIME! ((: tatax~

just a short one
yea, just a short entry today. YAY! I FOUND A JOB! heehee! it's serene's previous job. at some law firm. doing admin stuff. thnx to serene! heehee. and ive decided to keep my current tuition, and teach one/two more on saturdays.. yea! 抢钱啦! 童嘉蒂's motto.. lol! and im starting work like tomorrow morning! lol.. hence, i'll sign off here and get some rest! tatax~

When You're Gone
I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd
Need you there when I cried
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
Is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missin' you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missin', too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear
To always get me through the day
And make it okay
I miss you...

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missin' you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missin', too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear
To always get me through the day
And make it okay
I miss you...

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
Yeah yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can only breathe I need to feel you here with me
Yeah...

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missin' you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missin', too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear
Will always get me through the day
And make it okay
I miss you...

-Avril Lavigne

sat gathering
had gathering with my hiking friends on sat at breeks! met calvin at the mrt station by chance. then went to meet shuang hui together. then went breeks at marina sq to meet kareen and yikai. aj's 21st sc were in breeks having a gathering too! haha.

anyway, zaid came later, followed by my brother. and zaid treated again! yay! chem tchr rocks! lol.. calvin and i shouted "I LOVE CHEM!" lol.. i bet he didnt, neither do i! XP but had a very filling dinner! had seafood marinara! damn a lot of spaghetti la! almost couldnt finish. but yikai ate slower than me! wahaha. he ate some half chicken. yum yum!

kareen left to meet her bf after that, left the 6 of us. and we had dessert at hagen daaz at esplande. and we shared icecream! yummy!! but towards the end, it got a little too sick. coz it was sooo sweet ah, i almost couldnt take it. haha.

talked for very long at hagen daaz, coz we didnt really get to talk at breeks as it was very noisy! we even discussed some very matured topics leh! like poverty vs salvaging endangered animals, ecosystem...... started by calvin! wow! hahaha..

went home after a long talk. took a bus home..

hmmmmm, nothing much happened yesterday. just damn sian! like today, nothing to do.. hahaha. ok la, shall post some random stuff from yl's blog. haha, always copy stuff from yl's blog! wahaha..


IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE?
So, here's how it works:
1. Open your music library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool...
7. When you're finished tag some other people to do it!


Opening credits: The Castle by Nobuo Uematsu
wow, nice opening!

Waking up: One Last Cry by David Tao
huh, wake up already so 不吉利!

1st day at school: 我又初恋了 by 五月天
sounds happy..

Falling in love: Thank You For Loving Me by Bon Jovi
hmmm..

Fight song: 半岛铁盒 by 周杰伦
huh, shouldnt it be 半兽人 or something? lol..

Breaking up: You Belong To Me by Michael Buble
huh? no link.. haha.

Prom: 老婆 by S.H.E.
hmmmm, happy ending to prom?

Mental Breakdown: What A Wonderful World by Louis Armstrong
wow! no link one! haha..

Driving: Somewhere Out There (An American Tail Movie Version)
driving to somewhere out there..

Flashback: Halfway Down The Stairs by Kermit & Robin
hmmm? means i'll reflect halfway down the stairs or something? haha..

Getting back together: To Zanarkand by Nobuo Uematsu & Aki Kuroda
haha, ok la, quite nice..

Wedding: I Don't Want To Miss A Thing by Aerosmith
means cannot miss wedding!

Birth of a child: When You're Gone by Avril Lavigne
when the baby's born? haha!

Final battle: 白色婚礼 by 许哲佩
shouldnt this be at the wedding part? so random!

Death scene: Don't Stop Me Now by Queen
means i dun wanna die!

Funeral song: E.T. Flying Theme by John Williams
ok, quite a nice funeral song.. haha.


haha, so random! ok la, shall sign off here, tatax~

personality test
from yl's blog, who got it from jiemin's blog! here! i think it's mostly true for me..


Your view on yourself

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.


The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.


Your readiness to commit to a relationship

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you meet that person.


The seriousness of your love

You have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.


Your views on education

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.


The right job for you

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.


How do you view success

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.


What are you most afraid of

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.


Who is your true self

You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.


another test

The Real You
Here is the analysis:

You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.

You don't really care about other people's feelings. You do things the way you want and usually think only about yourself. You are easy-going and love to have fun, but you can be irresponsible as well. You are not keen on serious discussions because they can make you remember that life isn't always about parties.

You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.

Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?

Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.


the last one for today

What type of personality do you have?
Here is the analysis:

Kind and Gentle

Your kindness is your charm - you are also gentle and sweet. Everybody likes to be around people with your personality. Like a psychologist, people like to talk to you to discuss their problems because you are proper and discrete, as well as confident. You look mature and people respect you. People with this kind of character are few and far between.


can you tell that im bored? haha.. anyway, the 2nd and the last was kinda contradicting eh? probably i just have contradicting personalities. it's not like it's the 1st time i get such results. lol.. ok la, tatax~

shopping & harry potter
hmmmm, went to send choir off on thurs in the morning.. haha. go there also dunno most of the j1s, only went there to talk to some ppl. most of the time we're just talking among ourselves. lol. and took photos! but dunno some ppl in the photos one. and it's not like i brought camera. haha. then we (jiemin, bel, yl and me) gossiped a bit..

then went shopping with yl! hahaha! that idiot. only noe how to complain about me. saying it's my fault that she spent money. then wad about me? it's all her fault that i spent money too! LOL! and it's more than once leh! idiot.. booo! then we gossiped more! wahaha. so fun! it's good to share information once in a while, we tend to discover new stuff when we do.. coz we're piecing the puzzle together! woah! haha.

mark joined us at night.. hais, he's not feeling well again. stubborn leh, dun see doctor one..

met mark yesterday evening for dinner and harry potter.. the movie's not very nice lor! everything's too compressed. you just blink your eyes and something has happened! lol. a bit exagerated like that. but it's quite true la. david yate kept using daily prophet to bring across various things that has happened, to save time. so that he can squeeze almost everything into 2hr16min! mmmm, not very nice. too compressed.. and everything not very well explained. i think even if i havent read the book i still wouldnt like it. yea..

hmmm, supposed to be at the stadium now, taking group photos with cedarians. BUT marie forgot to submit our names.. grrr. so now I DUN GET TO GO! maybe i still can. just crash it. but no one to crash with me. coz ppl just back out on me! hais. not very happy about it.

but the good thing is, there is a gathering with shuanghui and all! at least there's something to look forward to. (: if not it'll be damn sian today! hais. and tml there's nothing to do. HAIS! ok la, shall go prepare and leave to meet them soon. signing off! tatax~

ZOOOoo!
went for chma last saturday with yuk lum. this year's chma not very nice, plus the audience very lousy and unenthu. well, probably they are enthu, but always at the wrong time and in a bad way.. lousy audience, poor mark..

we were supposed to go pubbing that night to celebrate mark's bday with yl, daniel, zhizhong, joey, hector and jeremy.. but mark wasnt feeling very well, so we all went home after a drink at a kopitiam..

oooh! btw, i've uploaded photos again! and a video.. went to zoo on monday with mark to celebrate his birthday.. he took leave that day to go to the zoo! haha. had lotsa fun and saw lotsa animals.. haha. like duh, we went to the zoo.. and ate chocolate bread pudding! ((: sweeeet..

and there's really only white tigers in the singapore zoo, dun have normal yellow tigers leh. haha. saw otters, orang utans, chimpanzees, baboons, zebras, giraffes, lionesses (only), polar bear inuka, cheetahs, scorpions, parrots, emus, kangaroos, snakes, komodo dragons, iguanas, many reptiles, many birds...... but we missed the seals, penguins and all, coz we were busy eating the chocolate bread pudding! mark says we'll go again, as well as night safari! haha.. we'll see..

had dinner at amk then went home le..

went to teach my first tuition last evening! 6.30pm at brigh hill drive! ermm.. that boy's from phs choir.. but so scary, throughout the 2 hours, ive been talking most of the time. the boy dun ask questions at all. i asked if he understood, he said yes, when i test him he dunno anything. -pukes blood- ive decided! i dun like teaching tuition. i'd rather go and find a proper job. lol. izzit too fast to decide? but i'll continue to teach.. probably change the tuition time or something, so that i can work.. i dun feel like going office to work lehs. feel like working part time at some random shop, sales or f&b.. but the pay will be much less! haha. how?!

any lobang must tell me! but any juniors want free tuition, im willing to give! haha. im so nice! lols. but sorry, maths only.. =X the rest i prob cant be of much help.. hais.

then today basically i just slack at home. oh, with so much going on this weekend, i've totally forgotten about why why love! i havent watch yet! shall watch tml or something. lols!

SIGH! i also dunno why im sighing.. haha, but yea, shall sign off here, tatax~

bored
got this from yl's blog, who got it from hannah's..

Name one fren whose name begins with each alphabet ;)

A- angela
B- baoyue
C- calvin
D- dingjie
E- ernest
F- fanfan korkor (lol! give and take la)
G- gillian poh
H- hanquan
I- ishita
J- jasmine loh
K- kalpana
L- liting
M- mark
N- nadiah
O- oh yvette (haha, surname can right?)
P- pram
Q- qicai
R- ryoutaro
S- sheila
T- trina
U- (i got no friend who's name starts with U!!)
V- victoria
W- wenxu
X- xavier
Y- yuklum
Z- zaid

2. How many siblings does A have?
one brother i think..

3. What does B sms u about?
random stuff. she seldom sms me nowadays..

4.What is C's nickname?
gay ET, frog.. quite a lot.. X)

5. Do u enjoy talkin on the phone with D ?
huh, ok la..

6.How long do U know E ??
a few months only.. new friend!

7. How much older/younger is F than u ??
er.. he's a few years older than me. but i cant remember..

8.Name G's job now.
student..

9. What's H favourite USage WORDS ???
idiot..

10.How is I related to you ?
choir mate!

11. What happens if J becums yr enemy ?
probably nv will..

12. DOES J knows K ?
i dun think so..

13. Under wat condition will L & M marry ?
hmmm.. HAHA. unlikely. i'll reserve my comments..

14. How many people do you know with N's name ?
2. but slightly diff spelling.

15. How do you know O ?
sec sch friend..

16. Is P very popular ??
in my 1st 3 month class? i think so. funny guy..

17. How SLIM is Q ?
very tiny.. especially when he likes to wear oversized shirt..

18. DO you know R knows S ?
erm, no..

19. IS T a very CURIOUS person ?
yes and no..

20. Do you take U as anything more than a fren ?
no, i dun have friends with name starting with U.. ):

21. IS V HOt ??
haha.. she's very nice laa.. am i answering the question? lol..

22. When was the last time u met up with W ?
2 years ago..

23. HOw are you related to X ?
friends..

24. What's Y's favourite food?
cat food? coz she hates cat and wants to destroy them.. lol..

25. NAme 3 of Z's best frens ?
er.. he has so many friends...... hairul, shuanghui, janice.. haha!

ok, done! bleahs. tatax~

思念是一种病
当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头

一辈子有多少的来不及
发现已经失去最重要的东西
恍然大悟早已远去
为何总是在犯错之后
才肯相信错的是自己
他们说这就是人生
试著体会试著忍住眼泪
还是躲不开应该有的情绪

我不会奢求世界停止转动
我知道逃避一点都没有用
只是这段时间里尤其在夜里
还是会想起难忘的事情
我想我的思念是一种病
久久不能痊愈

当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息

汲汲营营
忘记身边的人需要爱和关心
藉口总是拉远了距离
不知不觉无声无息
我们总是在抱怨事与愿违
却不愿意回头看看自己
想想自己到底做了甚愚蠢事情

也许是上帝给我一个试炼
只是这伤口需要花点时间
只是会想念过去的一切
那些人事物会离我远去
而我们终究也会远离
变成回忆

当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息

oh 思念是一种病
oh 思念是一种病一种病

多久没有说我爱你
多久没有拥抱你所爱的人
当这个世界不在那么美好
只有爱可以让他更好
我相信一切都来得及
别管那些纷纷扰扰
别让不开心的事停下了脚步
就怕你不说就怕你不做
别让遗憾继续一切都来得及

当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息

当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息

oh 思念是一种病
oh 思念是一种病一种病

-张震岳