random stuff

EVERYONE HAS THEIR FIRSTS:

FIRST REAL BEST FRIEND: kiat! (:
FIRST SCHOOL: paya lebar methodist church kindergarten or something..
FIRST CELL PHONE: nokia 3102.. i think.
FIRST FUNERAl: my grandma.
FIRST PET: some colourless fish, which you can see the bones! but they died in less than a week. ):
FIRST BIG TRIP: to hong kong!
FIRST FIGHT: with cousins?
FIRST CELEBRITY CRUSH: er.. cant really remember.
FIRST TIME OUT OF THE COUNTRY?: to m'sia! since young la.
FIRST JOB: helped out at parents' factory/shop.. counted?
FIRST MYSPACE FRIEND: don't have myspace..

EVERYONE HAS THEIR LASTS:

LAST PERSON YOU HUGGED: yi-mei..
LAST CAR RIDE: my brother drove me to sch in the morning.
LAST TIME YOU CRIED?: few nights ago, after watching marry me..
LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED: haunted apartments.. BOO!
LAST FOOD YOU ATE: biscuits
LAST ITEM BOUGHT: earrings! heh.
LAST SHIRT WORN: aj orientation2005 tee..
LAST PHONE CALL: in the afternoon with yuklum..
LAST TEXT MESSAGE: just.. from mark.
LAST THING YOU TOUCHED: the keyboard!
LAST TIME AT THE MALL: damn long ago, more than a week?
LAST TIME YOU WERE EXCITED FOR SOMETHING: just now, when jay's mv was on channel 51!
LAST PERSON YOU SAW: my mummy..
LAST THING YOU DRANK: plain water..
LAST TIME YOU WERE REALLY HONESTLYHAPPY? : hmmm, cant remember. must have been damn long ago..

NOW
Is your hair up? no..
Is your phone right beside you? 1m away, charging..
Do you wish you were somewhere else? yea, anywhere else..
Do you have plans for tonight? do maths, watch tv.. haha.
Are you wearing makeup? no.. i just took a bath!
Are you wearing chapstick? no.. i believe in drinking more water though..
Are you cold? no..
Are you tired? of course i am. tired of how things are..
Are you excited? about?
Are you watching t.v.? nope..
DVD? nope..
Are you wearing pajamas? i dun wear pajamas. the last time i wore one was when i swam for the gold award thingie..
Who's the last person you MSN-ed? cant remember. didnt sign in for quite some time.
Who's the last person that called you? yuklum..

PAST
Anything you regret? of course, many..
Ever lied? who nv?
Ever stuck gum under a desk? no.. im an obedient kid!
Ever spit at someone? no.. disgusting.
Ever kick something living? yea, my cat. but i guess its natural reaction when she pounces up and bite you real hard..
Ever had your nails done? no..
Ever thrown up because you cried so hard? eee.. no..

REVEAL A LITTLE ABOUT YOURSELF:
TODAY
Have you cursed? yes!! for moderating my chinese one grade down!
Have you yelled at someone? no.. i think.
Have you gotten mad at someone? yes!! tan -ahem- lien..
Have you cried? no..
Have you called more than 3 people? no.. just 2..
Have you eaten anything gross? nope. not today.

SPILL YOUR GUTS!
What's something you look forward to most in the next 6 weeks? end of As!! izzit in the next 6 weeks? dun think so though. but yea..
What's annoying you right now? that im sitting here doing something like this and not getting on with my revision.
Do you believe in long distance relationships? i think its difficult, but it MAY be possible.
Where is the last place you went? school! sounds so sad la!
Been cheated on? i dun think so..
Do you think that someone is thinking about you right now? i think so.. (:
Choose one to have (love, beauty, creativity): love.
Do you wish on stars? i dun think so.. maybe i did. but i love starring at them. especially when you see loads of them! of course, that cant happen in singapore..
Are you a friendly person? i think so.. do you think so?
Are you keeping a secret from the world? everyone has a secret that he/she doesnt want the world to know what..
Who's bed did you sleep in last night? mine..
What color shirt are you wearing? white.
Do you have any pets? midnight the cat, currently known as xiao bai..
What is the color of your bedsheets? greenish-yellow..
What were you doing at 9 last night?: writing little notes/messages for my classmates..
When is the last time you saw your dad? last night..
Ever cried yourself to sleep? yea..
Ever cried on your friends shoulder? ya, during graduation back in cedar.. on wendy's shoulder i think.
Song that makes you cry? more than one. but it depends on my mood when i was listening to it also la.
Are you a normally happy person? i wouldnt say that..
Is your self-esteem low? you may think not.. but yes..
What color are your eyes? dark brown! lighter than most ppl's black! haha.
Long or Short Hair: shoulder length..



tralala! haven't been here for quite some time. but nothing much has happen though. other than yi-mei leaving and getting back of some papers. sigh.. quite depressing. and it's econs again! marie once asked, "is econs really that depressing?" i guess the answer is yes. maybe just for my case. when the lecturers go through the essays, they all seem sooo easy and i noe the content! but bloody hell, i dunno how to do it then, during the actual paper. and so i did as bad as i predicted.

and hey, maths. zzz. i hope paper2 will pull me up to a C or B (hopefully). and damn the chinese department for moderating chinese results! i was actually a B-grader. now it dropped to a C! wad the. sickening! i think i have to aim for at least 80 marks in total for chinese to secure an A la! walau. sianx.

i wonder when we'll be getting back all the papers. as in gp and econs paper2. i think econs will be tml. gp im really not sure. but, econs a goner la. and i have case study to do! just remembered. wad the hell. gonna burn midnight oil again. i think. and i wun be able to maths as planned.

alright then, i guess it's time to sign off. tatax~

post prelims
went out on thurs with marie. MARIE!! she promised to curb me from buying stuff. in the end, she's the one who's tempting me, asking me to buy stuff. cries. and i spent again! now i feel sooo broke la. sigh. but its fun la, going out. heh.

went kpool@amk with yuk, dj, tc, shaun, lala, malc on friday. tc left after pool. and we left for suntec. went arcade, play stupid games. haha, watch ppl game to kill time. staring into machines, at all those cute little toys and stuff. lala left for dinner elsewhere. followed by shaun. waited for hq and bel. went fish&co. for dinner! yum. ate and talked. went fountain of wealth after that, made dedications. so fun. haha. can go watch, ive uploaded them on youtube. there's 2 more pranks, didnt have enough space to video them. but one was on bel, the other's on me. malcolm is an idiot, out to humiliate me. but nvm, he had his punishment, from me and bel! hahaha. yuk was lucky to escape that, coz we focused all our strength on that idiot..

reached home feeling more broke. lols. anyway, spent the whole night watching marry me! by mike ho. finally finished it. sucha sad ending la. sigh.. the female lead usually die in xiao mei's show right.. or something bad happen to her. he must be a jinx. but its alright, since he's shuai (: hahaha. he's looks made up for everything..... hahaha. oh well.

tralala, been doing nothing since the end of my papers. and monday's coming soon. too soon. sigh. i wish it nv come. or maybe i should just declare holiday for myself. yay! oh, ive said that before. and ive said it again! haha.

oh well, anyway, ive uploaded more xiamen videos on youtube. and one featuring mavis, bel sent me. hahaha. mavis, dun murder me!! XP alright, signing off, tatax~

Halfway down the stairs
-A A Milne

Halfway down the stairs
Is a stair where I sit:
There isn't any other stair quite like it.
I'm not at the bottom,
I'm not at the top:
So this is the stair where I always stop.

Halfway up the stairs
Isn't up, and isn't down.
It isn't in the nursery, it isn't in the town:
And all sorts of funny thoughts
Run round my head:
"It isn't really anywhere! It's somewhere else instead!"

Halfway down the stairs
Is a stair where I sit:
There isn't any other stair quite like it.
I'm not at the bottom,
I'm not at the top:
So this is the stair where I always stop.


i like songs that are somehow related to muppets. dunno why. nice and meaningful. maybe nostalgia?

interesting..
from zhanny's..

ARIES

Turn ons

Aries are naturally active and vibrant people and they have affinity for such people too . You will have to increase your pace to be in step with them. Remember they leave tortoises and snails way behind without even glancing at them once. They like and appreciate frank and straightforward persons. With them you can be your true self that is no pretenses (but don't try your luck being over frank-they are volatile) (haha, true true). If you are in love with Ram then you have to show your enthusiasm in all their activities (you can always yawn later!). (but isnt everyone like that?)


Turn offs

Do not tell an Aries that s/he may be wrong lest you may stir a storm in a teacup. But instead do what you feel is right and of course do not take the credit for the work done well. Aries people are very faithful and passionate lovers. Do not give air to the smoldering fire within them by making them jealous. No flirtations or fooling around with others in their presence unless of course you wish to write your death wish (you will be granted!).



APRIL BABIES

Active and dynamic -depends..
Decisive and haste but tends to regret -hrmm, not always so decisive, but i do tend to regret
Attractive and affectionate to oneself -meaning myself or others? ya,i am attractive.. haha!
Strong mentality -very! okay la, usually..
Loves attention -sometimes? but who doesnt?
Diplomatic -i guess.. haha.
Consoling -i usually am.. right?
Friendly and solves people's problems (:
Brave and fearless -that'll depend..
Adventurous (:
Loving and caring -of course.. hahaha..
Suave and generous -much true.. haha. oh, no, its not funny.
Emotional -and i think its not always very good
Revengeful -not so true la.. peace!
Aggressive -sometimes?
Hasty -i thought this was mentioned?
Good memory -sure am, but not for everything
Moving -in wad sense?
Motivate oneself and the others -im more capable of motivating others! haha
Sickness usually of the head and chest -er..?
Easily get too jealous -hmmm



Does your name begin with: Y

You are sensual & very independent. If you can't have it your way, you will forget the whole thing. (not always) You want to control your relationships which doesn't work out too well. (no, i dun) You respond to physical stimulation. (meaning?) However if you can make money you will give up the pleasures of the flesh for the moment. You have a need to prove yourself the best. You want feedback on your performance. (yea, quite true..) You are open, stimulating & romantic.




Does your name begin with: T

You are very sensitive, private & sometimes very passive. (yes..) You like someone who takes the lead. (uh huh..) You get turned on by music, soft lights & romantic thoughts. You fantasize & tend to fall in & out of love soon. (who doesnt fantasize! but i dun fall in and out of love soon la..) When in love you are romantic, idealistic, mushy & extremely. (no..) You enjoy having your senses & your feelings stimulated, titillated & teased. You are a great flirt. (am i?) You can make your relationships fit your dreams, all in your own head. (anyone can do that in THEIR own head..) Once you put your mind to something you manage to stand by it and see your dreams through. (yea yea) You aren't very good at expressing your feelings. (ahh, yes..) You like things your own way. (agree) You do not like change, you like to hold on to things. (yes, and i noe its not good) This may not always be good because if given an opportunity things may develop into great things. You work your way to the top. Attention must be given to what others say because even though you don't want to hear it their advice may turn out to save your life! (WOW! haha.)



it seems 'T' sounds more like me than 'Y'.. haha. anyway, its quite fun reading all these stuff about yourself (: quite true, quite true. to a large extent, i should say. haha. oh well, this shows how bored i am, doesnt it? XP okay, signing off! tatax~

prelims
prelims!! yes! it's almost over for me. actually, its as good as over, since tml (my last paper!!) is chinese paper1. in other words, dunnit to study. just like gp. how i love this feeling ((:

anyway, depressing mondays it were, for the last week and this. coz there's econs. econs nv fail to depress me. in some way it does. though i always say i dun care. and in fact i didnt really care about it, until after the paper. it isnt too late right? since it's not the actual A levels yet. but still, i dun see myself working very hard for it. at least in the near future. AND the sad thing is, the actual papers are ALSO in the near future. hmmm. i think after resting for a few days or a week, i'll start bucking up on my econs. something's telling me that i'll be the worst econs student in class for prelims. sigh.

but the happy thing is, there's hope of getting a B/C for maths! or even an A (that is if im lucky)! -yayness- but everyone's saying they'll not do well or will fail. kinda freaky. why am i feeling different from everyone else? maybe i wouldnt do so well afterall. anyway, maybe i'll get a B again for chinese. hopefully tml's paper doesnt pull my c.lit down. if not i'll have say goodbye to my precious B.. it seems like my prelims result'll look quite pretty. maybe except for gp. and definitely econs will be the exception too. -depressed-

but then again, i shouldnt be too hopeful about it. coz being too hopeful will only bring about greater disappointment IF i dun as expected. or rather as wad ive said here. so just pretend you didnt read anything. haha. actually i predict that i'll get at least a C or D for everything and an F for econs la. this sounds less arrogant. haha. XP

tralala! im kinda enjoying my life now. or not really so, since i dun really have anything to do. except looking for random ppl to talk to online (nono, im not talking about dj or calvin, haha.), but a failed attempt for i dun feel like talking to most of them. then surfing some random websites. and trying to attract my cat's attention. haha. funny. why am I attracting HER attention and not the other way round? seems like the world's changing. zzz.

im so bored. and there's nuthing for me to do. DUN ask me to study econs. and im taking a short lil break from maths. in short, from studies! haha. oops. feel like going out. but there's no where to go. and i realised, when i go out alone, is to study. how no life. i should learn to watch a movie alone or something, like my brother. then i wouldnt have to accommodate to other's timing.

can you imagine that im so bored, till i went to trim my own hair? okay la, i do that once in a while.. haha. oh well. im just trying to say that im bored! blah!

haha, i applied passionberry lip balm on my finger and placed it in front of midnight. and she started smelling and licking it. from her reaction, i think she agrees with me that it doesnt taste as nice as it smells. -random-

i feel like going kbox someday. why no one wanna go with me!! sianx. hmmm, i wonder how's everyone. everyone as in choir peeps! and huay kuan ppl. always see ppl around, but nv really noe wad they are busy with. maybe i should stop by choir room someday to kpo. haha. its been ages since i last step into it. hmmm. it feels kinda weird.

anyway, they are watching another production this sunday! but im broke! boohoo. sian. it think lin fulai's acting. hmmm. oh well. opportunity costs! anyway, i hope they are going for dinner after that. i'll definitely go (: it's as if there's no school on monday again. whee~ maybe i should declare myself a holiday on monday. haha. i noe ive been saying that. but im still deciding. haha.

so much randomness in this entry. maybe i should sign off here. tatax~

yada yada..
been absent from the internet for the past 3-4 days. i'll be offline after this entry. the internet is bad! for health and studies. haha. so im keeping away for a while. a few months rather. just occasional updates like this one? i guess it's been good so far.

went bishan lib to study on mon with marie. went macs then her house the following day. went back to bishan to study again on wed. borrowed some books too. finished most of them already. left with one. it seems like i spent more time reading rather than studying. anyway, saw maggie quek at bishan lib on wed evening, kiat&shunhong that same night. rushed off at 8, coz i realised its wed night and there's idol! so i ps-ed marie. soo sorry!

went sch today for gp consultation. quite fun. at least i always enjoy gp lessons this way rather than the formal way. i feel easier debating with chng this way. chng always says im cynical.. well, i wun disagree with that. but its not untrue wad. and i have reasons why i think like that. after lunch, i went home, changed and left for sengkang lib. gonna study alone this time. it's sucha warm afternoon. walking there felt like eternity. haha. but the moment i stepped into the library, woah! cooling.. but this cool soon turned into cold then freezing cold. haha. drastic change in temperature. ice age sia.

anyway did some econs notes. got sianx. so did some maths. and got bored. so i decided to finish A Wild Sheep Chase. hmmm. wad an ending. leaving me all puzzled. shall read it again some other time. maybe not all puzzled, but i just dun understand the author's objective of writing certain things in the novel. but there's always some moral behind murakami's books. i dun really get it for this. but it's captivating. nice and interesting (:

it's almost 7 when i finished. and i was having a headache by that time. i suppose its due to the drastic change in temperature. i should gone walking around to cool myself instead of heading straight for the library.

that's about all. tomorrow's fri. meaning the week's coming to an end. oh great. that means prelims' coming. sigh..


re tags:

tiNgx ^.-: hey bimbo! yea sure i'll take care. and not to worry! it's not so easy to get retained. everyone's worried about getting retained an stuff, but ultimately everyone will get promoted! or rather most. im sure u're the majority. (:

aggie: heya! so are you tigger? and im pooh bear? or are we something else? haha. but hey, i miss you too! (:


yep, that's all, folks! dinner time. tatax~

teachers' day..
boring celebrations in school. lousy performances. lousy emcees. basically, a boring wet day in aj. endless wait for maths tutorial. went to meet marie instead. back to cedar! sooo many changes. pretty cedar primary. pretty cedar girls' building. funny teachers' day concert item BY the teachers TO the students. hilarious. humorous mdm faridah. idiot mic chia. pretty lizah! hou liang - urgg. memorable moments. my tiny but ugly photo on the wall. nice nice cedar canteen. sweet memories. bitching!!((: freezing toa payoh macs - study!!

that's basically what happened yesterday. and yep, it's tchrs' day today! actually i wanted to send an sms to all the teachers on my contact list and wish them happy tchrs' day. but erm.. shall see how. not gonna send mic chia any!! haha.

it's quite cold these few days. i think i'll fall sick soon. -sneeze-

tchrs' day's the 1st day of our slightly extended september holiday this year. and hey! that means i have about one week left before prelims starts. sigh. alright. maybe i shouldnt blog/come online this often already. and i should leave house every morning and come back only in the night! there are way too many distractions at home. even if i have to study alone. but at least i wouldnt be distracted by this - computer, the internet!

alright, so much talking done. signing off. tatax~