1 week more..
its been one wk since i last blogged. and its abt one week to start of promo. i didnt really study leh. how?!?! i dun wanna retain, but i dun really have the motivation! *cries* i'll force myself to do it later.

anyway, this week, nuthing much happened, as usual. how boring can my life get la. just that yday, went swimming in the late morning with my bro. then had lunch and came home. then tried to do my maths tut but got stuck half way. and kc msged me, asking if i wanna go down to rosyth to do cip, play lantern with kids. and i went. haha. but its like, i only noe a few ppl who went la. there's 2 main groups there, the sc and 2505. im the extra. haha. but nvm. the kids soo cute! omg. haha. but not all are cute la. just some. haha. and they so so enthu! that's only when there's game show. but still so adorable, u'll just feel like pinching their cheek. but cant, their parents are ard. haha. then got this boy boy, when i bringing him to his seat he held my hand. haha, so cute. very long nv hold kid's hand le. since like my cousin grew older and older. hmmm. then the hand so small. then got a small small girl girl, think maybe 4 only. she's so chubby and she's wearing ttube! haha. so cute!!

anyway, apart from all the kids, there's kong ming deng display. so cool. i also wanna play. but its dangerous in sg with planes flying. but i wanna write my wish on it and let it fly to heaven! anyways, we walked round the sch with them then waited for the whole thing to end and go home. so tiring. afterall im a zao shui zao qi de guai hai zi! so u cant blame me for being all slpy and tired at ard 10pm. haha. bleahx!

oh, in other words, i din revise or anything yday. according to kc, he didnt ask those who are in apts, coz he wants them to study. but the prob is im in apts la! haha. i look too smart to be in apts izzit? living proof that looks can be deceiving. nvm. i am indeed smart. bleahx! oh! and i took a lantern home! pooh de. haha. and the lantern plays shi shang zhi you ma ma hao. and i got a small mooncake in the shape of zhao cai mao. but it looks very much like a panda to me, haha. talking abt panda, reminds me of qicai. saw his ez-link card. so cute!! dun look like him now lo. he was soo adorable then, look like some refugee kid, who dun have enuff slp. hahaha. sry XP. anyway, my house suddenly got a lot of mooncake. hmmm. but not the flavous i like. sian. nvm......... ok, shall go read naruto then mug! tatax~

free dinner!
ok, basically, i slacked yday, as well as today(10 sep). din really do much other than a ^little bit of maths. seriously just a ^little haha. 1 and a half question only. die! too slack le! still got econs and gp hw to do! i dunno why, but i just very sianx nowadays la. and like totally no mood to study at home. even if i go library, i'll be distracted by other books that has got nuthing to do with wadeva i was initially doing. sianx!

anyway, today, i was slacking as usual. did the ^little bit of maths, then went out to meet shuanghui. haha. the 2 of us very sianx ba. but she got no exam! i got! haha. but we just walked ard orchard, look at clothes. sometimes i really hate window shopping leh, coz its like, u see, VERY nice! but no $$ to buy. i saw lotsa nice nice clothes, slippers, bags, etc.. and i feel like buying them, BUT dun have the $$. feel damn sad k. but shuanghui also. haha, so nvm la. got ppl sad with me. ate ice cream! feel so contented k. yumyum. its ok to spend more on nice ice cream. then i bought hairbands. haha. yes, again. bleahx. my previous nice nice orangey red one broke! *cries* anyways, i realised i always look at y-back tank top, hmmm. marie and huaa always scold me for buying the same cutting. haha. but i like leh! bleahx. then i realised i keep looking at green tank top! haha. oh man. im having fetish for green lately. i even suggested class tee to be green. dun u think green is a nice color? anyway, yup, i saw lotsa nice green top! some nice denim skirts! *envy* i wanna own them. haha. slippers slippers! actually, i wanted to buy slippers but decided not to waste money. and i wanted to buy this cute earring that look like safety pin, but need to enlarge earhole. so i decided not to waste money again. haha. sian. aiyar, shouldn't window shop so much, only feel more pek cek.

anyway, shuanghui was late la, so she treat me to dinner! nice me, din order VERY expensive food. haha. ate at pasta. yum, cheesy! haha. after walk somemore, then walk to ps, coz she said too full, need to exercise. so diao.. so we walked. then went into ps, walk ard a bit. then went mrt station to sit down and talk and stone. haha. wad i always like to do. bleahx. but wad's wrong with sitting down there to talk? other than its a waste of time, i dun find anything wrong with that. sat there till ard 10.30, went home. hmmm, i think its either coz i dressed all black and look damn attitude today, or that i simply look attitude la. ppl keep staring at me. i feel that im quite intimidating. lolx. esp when i clang my rings onto the handle. they just keep looking over. then i just diao back. haha. why ppl like to stare so much. how would they feel if ppl keep staring at them. stupid public..

hmm, so late le. shall sign off here! tatax~

itchy itch itch!
hurr, my knee is soooo damn itchy now la. bth!! anyway, i slacked yday away. did VERY little maths. i was like all depressed and stuff la. been thinking too much. i shouldnt be thinking so much at this point of time, when promos is this near. but i just cant help it. yes, kiat dear, i noe i need to cheer up, before i turn into some bittergourd =). i can always drown myself in work. keep myself busy!

and that's wad i did today! or rather yday, since its well past 12. went lib to study!! though not very productive. other than the time i did maths. i still prefer doing maths to other subjects. hmmm. oh ya, met stupid cg at the lib. haha. he called the tshirt i wore ugly! stupid idiot, just because i designed it right. and he's like so free, walking ard the library, spying on me. as if his prelims is not nx week. haha.

anyway, stupid librarians kept coming over and disturbing us(me and jas). say wad, cannot sit on the floor must sit on sofas, cannot do work there, can only read books, must go level4 to do work. sooooo mafan! they got nuthing better to do. so wad if im sitting on the floor? so wad if im doing work instead of reading? so long as im not blocking the way can already wad! they are making the environment so difficult to do revision lo. provided that the library some crowded. the tables all occupied by some muggers. *points finger at jiemin, ben, cg and friends* haha. so, me and jas packed up and went off. ate dinner, then looked for some other place to study again.

went macs, did maths all the way. completed rev ws 6! yay. wad a long ws. finished only at ard 10+. then went home. reached home at erm, 11. soo tired now. im supposed to go for treatment tml morning. but i forgot to book appointment time. oops. heehee. whatever. shall try my luck tml morning.

sigh. my mum didn't even noe that im not home for the past few days, other than yday. how sad. all she care abt is her work now. yesi noe, money.. mei qian wan wan bu neng. but things are getting out of hand le. at least i feel that way. i wake up in the morning, i dun see her. ok, i woke up late. but when i have dinner at home, i dun see her either. i dun get it. wad's more important. family or work? my dad is also working long hours. but at least he comes home for dinner. maybe i should go home more often for dinner. if not my dad very poor thing. hmmm. ok, ive complained enough about them!

read kc's blog. when the closeness is no longer there.. sounds kinda sad. was just thinking abt this on my way home from woodlands. it makes my heart aches. all those friends whom u used to share secrets with, doing stupid things together, understand each other so well. but all of a sudden, u'd just wonder wad happened, u just start to drift apart. it's sucha pity. but who can explain why. why? sigh. guess this is wad ppl say, friends come and go ba. but try recalling, how many close friends came into ur life and went off. now there's no longer common topic, u wun noe wad to say when u are alone.. u might not even be talking online, or even saying hello when u see each other. some might even become complete strangers. eventhough how very much u dun wan such things to happen. but, well, they just happen.. *shrug*

ooh, getting late. shall sign off here. tatax~

another entry of the day!
kinda sick of being stuck at home, so i went off much earlier than the time to meet my kor. i got rather depressed on the way there, as i listened to some really sad songs. other rather, it sounds sad to me. i dunno, but i feel that im getting very emotionally unstable lately. i get affected very easily, despite the fact of that promo is coming, and i should be focusing on it, instead of other stuff. lack of focus now ba. just feel that, there's a lot on my mind, but i dun really wad im troubled with. im just troubled. if u see me alone, u'll think i most probably got depression or something ba. but i felt much much better after sms-ing jas. oh, talking abt sms-ing. last month and this month's bill most prob gonna burst ba. if my sis find out she'll kill me. i'll hafta pay for the amt i used le. overshot by erm.. 15bucks. like not a lot, but i took some trouble to save that amt up. sigh. somemore still got this month's de. which will be ard the same. that will be 30 bucks le! hate feeling broke. i hate how im feeling now too. helplessness, loneliness, sadness.. all these irritating feelings are overwhelming. hmmmm. nuthing much to say le. guess i'll just sign off here. tatax~

bahh
suddenly found the slipped away [prev entry] very nice.. hmmm.

anw, yday went to do wr. finally its done!! at least with all the editting and stuff la. its done!! then we(linda, kiathau, darren tan, kc and me) went macs, then pool(linda left, jas came) then went macs study(kiathau left, kc went back hostal and came back). say study la, more like gossip lo. but its fun!! haha. though not very productive. but ya, nvm.. hmmmmmmm. after that, went ps to eat, shop ard, then talked more at the mrt. then went home. it was very early. i feel la. just didnt wanna go home this early. somemore i din bring phone, no one will be able to contact me, even if i go home late. sianx. but they all wanna go, so go lo. sighh.

i dunno im getting tired of this life or wad la. but just always very sian. cant seem to really get abt doing anything. though i noe i should be studying and stuff. but aiya. sian la. it's so tough facing all the problems. im impressed by all the ah gong and ah ma, who lived till now. or maybe they just cant be bothered. maybe im just thinking too much. telling others not to cheng qiang, but me myself also doing that. wad is this la.. why ppl like to cheng qiang? why cant we just run away from problems, why must we face it. isnt it tiring? no one force u to face it anw. its not a must. no one said cant run away wad..

sian. dun care abt wad i say k. maybe im just pmsing. ya. shall sign off here. going out to study. thought there'll be no one at home like yday. surprisingly there are so many ppl at home. but im still going out. tatax~

slipped away
Na na, na na na, na na
I miss you, miss you so bad
I don't forget you, oh it's so sad
I hope you can hear me
I remember it clearly

The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same
Ooooh

Na na la la la na na

I didn't get around to kiss you
Goodbye on the hand
I wish that I could see you again
I know that I can't

Oooooh
I hope you can hear me cause I remember it clearly

The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same
Ooooh

I had my wake up
Won't you wake up
I keep asking why
And I can't take it
It wasn't fake
It happened, you passed by

Now your gone, now your gone
There you go, there you go
Somewhere I can't bring you back
Now your gone, now your gone
There you go, there you go,
Somewhere your not coming back

The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same noo..
The day you slipped away
Was the day that I found it won't be the same oooh...

Nah nah, nah nah nah, nah nah
I miss you

tchrs' day
hmmmmm, actually nuhting much happened. reading all my past entries, it seems like, every week also nuthing much happened. how boring. so if u find it boring to read, please stop reading, coz the rest of the entries will be boring ba.

anyway, today's teachers' day. wish all tchrs happy tchrs' day! haha. went back cedar yday. oh b4 that, was celebrating it at aj. its kinda boring la. all the celebrations in aj are boring. went back cedar. it was fun limping ard cedar. haha. though we didnt really walk ard much, just hanging ard staff room, courtyard and canteen. talked to lizah and faridah. haha. it's always fun talking to faridah. took pictures with them. then went to get my O levels mother tongue cert. went bookshop too. the bookshop is getting nicer. selling all sorts of interesting stuff. OH YA! did i mention that cedar is repainting? its damn ugly la! so AJ!! yellow and blue! with pink doors!! omg. DAMN ugly! if they just repaint it, make it blue and white, i think its still very nice and chio. but yellow... pink doors... goodness. damn ugly la.. oh, and i saw the new pe tee! DAMN ugly too! eeyer! heard its designed by a new tchr, miss poon or something. and when i 1st saw her, i totally tot she's a guy can. and right, her back view look like mic chia! hahaha. i almost wanted to call mr chia. hahaha. damn gross la!

after the visit, me, marie, trina and huaa went town! it has been so long since i went out with them.. huaa was in cedar u, trina also changed into cedar u. but me and marie didnt. then we were like 2 seniors with 2 juniors. lolx. provided that the 2 of them shorter than us. muahaha! then they act les. then me and huaa also act les. and we took pictures! haha. so funny. oh, and we took neoprints! damn funny. its just v fun. before that we went crystal jade eat ramen! nice ramen! it true from wad huaa said. we din have nice food b4. coz we always budget. lolx.

oh ya! and i was forced to watch the maid with them! coz they all haven watch. hahaha. they paid 1 dollar each for me. and i paid the rest. lolx. but seriously, watching the 2nd time was quite funny.. somemore the girls in the cinema just kept screaming and screaming at the most not scary part. hahahah. of course, they screamed at the scary parts too. but i was like laughing away. haha. oh well. after that, went home. but was having headache la. and my legs all sore and aching, esp my knee. coz we had lotsa time b4 movie starts and we were like window shopping. walking around.......

still got a lil headache now. hmmmmm. going to study le. just slightly more than one month before promo starts le. ive been wasting time. hmmmm. i must do some productive studying! tatax~

P.S. maia's new album sounds not bad.. haha, feel like buying.