hkhk meeting
damn pathetic. the meeting so little ppl turned up k. sigh. anyway, went to meet laoshi before that. agreed to join in the production nx yr during march. i am interested, but im afraid i dun have enuff time. sianx. but yea, im still going for it. then my life will be revolving ard school, choir and hkhk again. yep, again! more stress! coz hkhk will be much heavier than the prev prod, considering this a huge prod. eventhough im just a small role. but after wad laoshi said, its seems quite heavy though its just a small role. i'll take the challenge, juggling with time. afterall, the whole idea is to enjoy the process and i must say i always do.

anyway, the meeting with yth2 ppl later on, was kinda bad. the attendance was damn bad. supposed to have at least 10+ ppl, but its like only me, borong, vic, cg, junyi, si ning, miaowei, kiat, huitian.. think that's abt it. 9ppl only leh! damn pathetic. however the meeting lasted for more than 2 hours ok! not bad ah. coz we kept off tracking, and kept gossiping once in a while. not very productive. coz in the 1st place we din really have much concrete stuff.

although not very productive ah, considering the no. of ppl who turned up, but i enjoyed the session, coz we crapped a lot. i always enjoyed crapping with them, gossiping. love it. lolx, like i always do =P. ok la, im supposed to be studying for econs now. shall go off le, tatax~

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it has been quite some time since i last sat in front of the comp at home. a few days le ba, seems like decades to me. i miss the feeling of typing on the keyboard.

last night had the meet-the-parent session. then its the usual stuff that i already noe ba. its always liddat. adults always treat us like idiots. i noe i'll be one soon too, in abt 4 yrs time? but still. i dun wanna become one. i'll become unreasonable, and think that those little kids are idiots. which is not true. kids nowadays noe a lot. its just whether we wanna do it or not. coz we are rebellious, i guess. but that doesnt mean we dunno anything. so stop treating us like that already. tell me something i dunno. tell me something i wanna noe yet dunno. can u do it?

miss lee said we are very guai (something which i'd nv expect her to say), but just cant do well, dunno why. haha. maybe coz of cca involvement. i noe i noe, i'll manage my time well. im already trying to do that. or should u say ive been trying all along. anyway, im actually quite pissed with my brother (yes, he went with my mum). he dun believe that i stayed back in school to study ok, he asked miss lee if ppl in aj stay back in school till very late to study. wth. its only the minority stay back lo. the other muggers all go home to mug wad. so obviously miss lee said no. whatever. dun trust me then say la. u can always come spot check on me. though i dun like, coz that really show that they dun believe in me. shall not talk abt it.

anyway, before the session, we interviewed mr ang. finally. left with surveys. then talked to jas abt problems. feeling much better now. i guess i really hadnt been happy ba, like wad she said, its all superficial. sigh, nvm. i guess everyone's different under their mask.. everyone's from a different background that's why.. maybe i should go revise my econs le. tatax~

in school..
supposed to be doing research now. but oh wells. im obviously slacking. but who cares. anyway, im just kinda bored now. nuthing to do and such. tralala. so many ppl ard. not nice to blog. but ya, shuang hui, im fine =). serious. just need to erm, let off emotions sometimes ma, so i'll blog. but yea, im fine. after a while, i'll be the old me =)). outing this sat! should i go? or not? damn broke leh. no money. yday was late for school, and i took cab to school. made me very broke ok. maybe i should just come to school late. at least i'll feel richer. the taxi uncle drive damn slowly, bluff my money. the taxi fare damn ex leh. stupid. oh well. suan le.

lemme recall, nuthing much really happened la, other than last night, miss lee called. my dad picked up the phone. and she asked abt the meet-the-parents letter thingie. my dad din read the letter, my mum did. so he thought i hid the letter coz i din do well for CTs. then she wants my parents to go for the session on fri. sianx. sigh. look, this weekend no time to do hw/revise/study le. friday, gone, coz got meet-the-parents session. sat, outing, i suppose i'll reach home late. sunday got hkhk. die! cannot finish harry potter le! hows! *evil grinx* return late! tralala. ok la, nuthing much to say le la. hope today's choir will be alright! tatax~

Journey
It's a long long journey
Till I know where I'm supposed to be
It's a long long journey
And I don't know if I can believe
When shadows fall and block my eyes
I am lost and know that I must hide
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you
Many days I've spent
Drifting on through empty shores
Wondering what's my purpose
Wondering how to make me strong
I know I will falter I know I will cry
I know you'll be standing by my side
It's a long long journey
And I need to be close to you
Sometimes it feels no one understands
I don't even know why
I do the things I do
When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul
Will you break down these walls and pull me through?
Cause It's a long long journey
Till I feel that I am worth the price
You paid for me on calvary
Beneath those stormy skies
When Satan mocks and friends turn to foes
It feel like everything is out to make me lose control
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you.to you

irritated
think u understand me very well? then u are very wrong.
damn pissed off in sch, dun ask me why.
im got pissed off at home. irritated.
nobody understands me. sigh.
maybe human is just something too difficult to understand.
who cares anyway..

boo hoo
according to shuang hui, its called mamam beach, not mun mun or mum mum. lolx. but sounds the same la.

oh well, lemme see where shall i start. monday, nuthing much other than choir. tues studied in sch, till quite late, then went home. wed got this aussie exchange prog thingie. this wesley college from australia came to perform for us (their choir and big band!). its a boys' sch leh. quite exciting. lolx. then aj's band, co and choir performed for them. think our perf is the best la, coz i think our aussie friends damn impressed. lolx =P. anyway, some of them really very cute leh! hahaha =P.

ok, thurs which is today! nuthing much also la, choir lo. oh ya! and its yuhua's bday! she came aj and we celebrated for her! haha. so fun. smeared cream on huaa's face so many times. think she washed face for 3 times or more. lolx. and guess wad? she fell for the same old trick 3 times la! so dumb. yuhua will always be yuhua. lolx! then darren(liau) was in reading rm, so asked him come out for free cake, and shun bian smash a bit of cake on him. then he smeared cake on my face leh! idiot. then once i got cream, he ran off! hum ji! stupid. i'll have my revenge tml. bleahx.

choir was better today, almost everyone turned up. good sign! therefore today we were relatively loud. i like the feeling, although we didnt really blend, but well well, its a gd start i guess. smiles! yay, and i just sent hannah the hotel numbers! i remembered! heehee. dun scold me le =P.

sigh, got back prog report today. look damn bad can. damn irritating. certain things are not true lo. quite pissed lo. i was kinda like banging my stuff in the morning. coz i was really angry with some of the comments esp physics. how could they judge us when they only taught us for like 2 weeks plus? wth. stupid idiots. and looking at the results, its kinda depressing la. sigh. im so tired now. gotta do econs later. shall go offline soon. tatax~

ubin!
went ubin on sat. met up with calv at tampines mrt station, went to buy water. bought the gross yeo's green tea, coz its the cheapest =X. haha. then went zaid's house to carry stuff. kian ann was with zaid. after that the 5 of us took cab to changi jetty to meet up with the rest. shuang hui and kareen were there already. then yikai, darren, hairrul and wife were even later. supposed to meet at 5, hairrul and wife reached at 7pm! ooooh, damn late. lolx. took boat to ubin! tralala.

reached there, it was drizzling -__-" walked in the drizzle towards the munmun or mum mum beach. dunno la, something liddat. as we walked, the sky grew darker and darker. no lights no nothing. then hp network changed, so i received msg from m1. was reading, so is my bro, then pushed me towards the side of the road. and suddenly, AIYA! i fell down. walked out of the path without knowing. luckily fell into soil, then not very painful. oh btw, i saw a lot of FIREFLIES! so nice!!! wanted to catch them, but they are in the woods, dun dare to go in. not say a lot la, but every few metres can see one or two liddat. considered a lot to me. reached the beach!

pitched 2 tents, damn tough job, coz the sticks all broke one. then need to slowly attach. dunno wad u call the sticks la. anyway, pitched the tents! the 2nd tent looks weird, but still can stand la. lolx. started bbq-ing. ate lotsa food, but i din really feel very full leh. dunno why. then we see smoke from underneath the table(we were bbq-ing on the wooden table there). then we realized the table was burning!! hahaha. damn funny. took the stuff away to bbq on the sand. then the table was glowing in red. poured water over it to put out the little fire. the table got lotsa cracks and dents coz of the heat =X. oh well. it seems like everywhere we go, we burn something. lolx.

continued eating and chatting away. until 11+. i think. then watched my bro's china photos, my olomouc photos and rovers orientation photos using my bro's laptop. after that was toilet break! then played stupid games. the alien one, the smacking game, concentration and polar bear. its damn fun to play polar bear with them. coz hairrul is forever there talking non-stop, trying to defend himself whether anyone accuse him or not. his strategy. lolx. then certain ppl, so damn dumb to give himself away la. sly but dumb =X. anw, played till 4+am in the morning ok. not bad ahh. then had 'supper', then went to sleep. many of us slept on the ground sheet outside the tent, enjoying the land breeze and cool air. damn nice! slept half way, felt water on my face, then shuang hui woke me up. coz its drizzling, so we went into the tent to slp.

woke up nx morn at ard 7 or 8. i also not sure. strike tent, packed up. then walked out, in the rain. coz its still raining. reached mainland, then had breakfast at the hawker centre, then went home. reached home at ard 11+. bathe and tried doing some work. then went hkhk for meeting le. reached home quite late. still needta do chi compo. slept at 12am ok! damn tiring.

sch was as usual today, just that it rained heavily, till i cant go home. if not i could have gone home to rest before choir starts. i stayed outside choir rm to do work from 1+ onwards. slept for very long, i think then continued doing work, did most curve sketching. im glad i understand! yay. im damn tired now. shall go off soon! tatax~

BOO!
supposed to go treatment in the morning, but i overslept. as usual. so postponed it. haha. very tired leh, also dunno why. maybe i did too much maths le. lolx. shall try to finish tut15 and phy tut later. i have a few hours to do so. hmmm, i shall try to use english as in not singlish to type. so as to improve my gp! however the aim is usually not achieved. oh well. anyway, hohoho, choir's attendance really not very good, with ppl ponning to watch movie *points at cg* haha. tsktsk. but its way better than just the j1s. miss those days when all j2s were ard, choir room is always filled with ppl and us singing at full blast. but now, the room so empty and stuff.

tralala, im going pulau ubin later! got bbq and sleepover. haha. *smiles* alright nothing much, shall end here. off to mug! tatax~

sigh..
oh man, seriously think i did damn badly la. think 31 is the lousiest class loh. shall work really hard. esp maths. gosh, wad happened to my maths la! got B for all the previous tests one lo. sigh. getting back GP on fri. doesnt look very good. had question analysis today. think i'll do badly la. die. sianx. anw, heard from darren that if one wanna take S paper, promo must get below 12points, then that subj must always be A or B for all tests leh. sianx. cant get S paper for maths already. *cries* sian.

anw, today, aft sch, did maths at reading room, so guai right! this is call guai ok, not mug. ok, a bit la. haha. then the stupid zihao went to spray the, i forgot wad u call it. oh, body spray on me! and it stinks la! how idiotic. wanna do work also cannot do in peace. anw, aft that, supposed to eat dinner with him, but oh well, met wend and srn, then i went with them, he dun wanna come along. lolx.

tralala, got nuthing to do now. or that i dun feel like doing. still haven hand in phy tys hw. due today =X. okiex la, shall sign off here. tatax~

finally..
yay! i finally packed and tidied my room le! it looks much neater now, and my table, finally can write on it. but i bet a few months later, it'll be damn messy again. but its alright. i shall pack again! haha. anyway, zihao wants me to mention abt him again, that he reminded me to tidy my room and helped me find this book at lib and taught me how to reserve it online. haha.

got back all the papers today. damn bad. how?? die! BOOF leh. sigh. prays hard that maths can round up, then it'll be BOFE! haha. sigh, econs fail leh. damn sad, study so much. must be study too much, according to alvin's so-called theory. haha.

nvm nvm, i shall work really hard for promos! i wanna cut my hair! its getting long and curly and not nice. not bad not bad, i completed most tutorials, maths that is. shall go do econs and phy later. or now? but i just came online. but if i dun do now, it'll be very late and i'll feel sleepy. how? ok, i shall go do now! WORK HARD WORK HARD!! okiex, shall just online a lil while more! tatax~

police police everywhere
these few days quite bz with the lighting workshop by suven. its fun and interesting. and i think its damn cool. well, anyway, thurs reached home late coz of the theory lesson. then fri overslept, oh, nono. i had severe cramp, and couldnt get out of bed =X. ok, that's just an excuse. anyway, hope ppl who are not supposed to read this, wun read this. haha. anyway, reached sch at ard 9+. aft sch, went bras basah with wendy and eleanor. passed by raffles city. its full of police la! every 10m 2-3 policemen. so kua zhang. must be coz of the london explosion. then went art house for practical. then my bro came to fetch me. its always nice to have ppl fetching u home =)). then today went to meet korkor, but im 1 hour late, got my damn belated bday present and last yr's x'mas present. haha. thankew!! =))

reached art house early, on the way saw lotsa police again la. coz got ne show today. then its like, at the mrt controller already got 6 lo. every 10m or so, got 2-3 or even a bunch of them. sooo damn kua zhang la. oh! and saw dai qian yun, li zhi yi and the girl from kuai le yu. li zhi yi damn cute leh! dai qian yun is ugly..

anyway, reached there, brain quite empty, listened to liting and regina crapped a lot, lame and cold! hahaha. and finally came out with our short lame story. but suven said our concept is strong leh. i like ours the best la. *smiles* though we got the lowest point. bleahx. they all so strict, we should have been stricter as well. nvm.

after that, came home liaox. chat chat. and zihao wants me to mention abt him here. and i just did. haha. he still wanna nice para dedicated for him. trying to, a bit difficult =X. anyway, i haven read naruto! and i haven pack my room. must do it tml! okiex. shall sign off here. tatax~

gambate!
tongx shall work really hard for promos!

tongx will work extra hard for mathematics and not let stupid teacher deduct marks for simple mistakes, failing the maths ct by half a mark!

tongx will work extra hard for econnomics too! and be very careful not matter what she does, so as not to make stupid careless mistakes even in mcq, obtaining a really lousy grade, although she studied for the test.

tongx will also work extremely hard for physics, so that she would not feel helpless when doing the ct.

tongx will work hard for gp and chinese as well, read newspapers every week, if everyday is not possible. and do all chinese hw, and hand them in on time!

tongx shall transform into a mugger, reluctantly. but she has to, in order to abide by her promises.

tongx just watch a lot like love today. and she thought it was a nice catch, although not a must watch. its a nice and sweet love story cum comedy. =)

tongx wanna go do maths tutorial le! tatax~

new layout!
wahaha.. spent the whole after doing leh! i still prefer to do it on my own and not copy and paste.. =)) nice right nice right!! haha. okiex, so long, tatax~

bahhh
i am so bored!! i am rotting at home.
i got something to do, but i dun feel like doing. =P
so long, tatax~

CT IS OVER!!
ok, i noe i a bit lag. but just wanna say its finally over!! haha, so happy. though i think i will fail 2 subj out of the 5.. maths and phy, gone. econs got chance to pass. gp i dunno, so shall not comment. chinese should be able to pass la. tralala. but since its over, shall not brood over it. oh, i wanted to pack my room so that, things are tidy, easier to find and stuff, and i can start mugging for promo soon, like 1 or 2 weeks later. apparently i didnt pack =X. oh well. but still can start mugging. gawd, aj is turning me into a mugger!! sigh. but if u wanna do well, u'll hafta mug. so yep.

went jurong sc yday with huaa, srn and wend. boooo! so fun! though i waited damn long for them. when i say damn long, i mean it. was all hungry and sian-ed when they came can. ate a bit of snacks, then went to swim! correction, is to play water! haha. tralala so fun!! played, sun tan, wade in the lazy pool, and struggle against the current in the wave pool, like wad we always do. but so sad, the blue slide under maintenance. its the most fun slide there la. but anw, played for 5 hours plus. im all burnt now. damn pain! my back and arms all red liaox. sianx. but guess this is the dai jia ba. i love the lazy pool! =D the water so warm and nice. and yuhua hafta add that coz ppl urine inside. some thnx ahh.

anyway, today quite sianx. coz im in pain. then nuhting to do, just online for almost the whole day. just lazing ard. and didnt do anything. bleahx! hmmm, wad else.. oh, today's my bro's bday!! but he's in china. too bad. and i no money to buy him present. come to think of it, he didnt buy me anything for mine also! hahaha. but im nice, shall treat him to movie! INITIAL D! *grinx* a weekday it shall be. provided that he wanna lemme treat. haha, and that im rich. which is not exactly the case. sigh. shall see how. okiex, shall end here! tatax~