hiking again!
forgot to add that i'll be going to hike soon! setting off tml evening. till friday. yep, so i wun be updating, as if i update everyday. yep. and im going czech soon, nx tues. so yep. kiat, i'll buy u presents, dun worry! haha. and thnx for urs, im looking forward to receiving it! =)) and ya, the outing sin really turn out to be one as u can read.. and did i say i got elected as pub sec of choir? haha, yep. though my dad not very happy abt it. guess his worried that i cant cope. im worried too. shall work harder. that's abt it, tatax~

eventful
lemme see, friday was be yourself day. then got busking. though things din go very smoothly, but i thought the last song was alright, other than me being unsure of the song hence din sing confidently. but yea, generally still alright ba. then after that wanted to watch amittyville horror with darren liau, kiathau, kah hoe and qi cai one. so we went ps for lunch 1st, then pool then movie. but the movie was damn late la, so we only went for pool. reached there, saw mark tan. haha. also playing pool, then saw eleana, kelvin phang and friends. lol. so qiao. anyway, played a lot, lost a lot. won some. played bishi bashi with kah hoe and qiqi, and i won a lot.. haha. i used only one buck, they used 5 bucks leh! haha. anyway it was quite fun la. after that, went ps to eat. met nadiah and friends at carefour. and she caught me buying chocolates! =X. bleahx.

yday got choir. was a bit late =X. after that, went tp with cg, then he treat me macs. haha. then went hkhk. not many ppl turned up. there's nuthing much to pai lian abt. since most ppl not there. and ppl had to take others roles and stuff. making things tough. but yea, still doable. after that, went swimming! finally! swam 20 laps. then went home. on the bus got an unpleasant encounter with a cheekopek, wad the hell. go and die la.

was late for hkhk today. realised im always late for something, but nvm. coz recording haven start yet. hkhk built a new recording studio and its damn nice and shiok inside! though the doors not very sound proof, but its damn nice! i love that room sia. i always like recording studios. esp this one. the colours so striking and nice. ooooh. maybe i can learn all these recording stuff and steal jinghui's job, then i can get to sit inside more often. haha. anyway, after the recording, went for rehearsal. then had lunch. and the performance again. yep, 2nd telecast. shawn goh and gillian poh went. omg. haha. but its still ok, i guess, i din make lotsa mistakes. yep, esp kiat's part. other than the fact that char told me i cant be heard. but, aiya. dun care. after the perf, played the smacking game again. then had an election to choose the committee for the new qing nian tuan aka us. sheila, borong, char, vickie and me are in the comm. then we went to meet liren, weifen, weiyuan and tinghan to seek advice! haha. we are a bit like lost sheeps. dunno where to head. now got a bit of direction. think we are all heading towards fairytales. though i wanna try erm, wad.. xie3 shi2 ju4. but yea, i dun mind fairytales.

after that, borong, pinkie, ziyu and me went pizza hut for dinner. talked a lot. abt jc life and stuff. friends in jc.. sigh. dunno la, borong say till like wanna cry. i feel kinda sad. and i miss all the 4C ppl, other than a few. ok, then its not all. but yea, sigh. i wanna go 4C outing! stead! dun organise outing without me k!! u'll get it from me. and yea, actually i always wanted to find time to go out with wendy and marie, but whenever they are free im not, and when i am, they are not. sigh. damn sian la. but i enjoyed the chat. i always enjoy such small talks. just that its making me kinda sad too. sigh. i'll try not to think so much. i realised its actually quite nice to talk to borong. yep yep, i noe u're a good listener and i noe u'll be available when i need someone to talk to =). i guess other than sec sch friends, hkhk ppl will turn out to be my life long friends ba, esp those who stayed on. anw, we talked till 9+. quite a long talk yea. alright, shall end off here. tatax~

outings
went for another ex39 outing today. haha, 4 ppl turn up only la. just like friday that time. just that its alvin instead of welyon. oh well. pretty boring, had dinner at fish & co at glasshouse, and burnt a huge hole in my wallet, considering that im already quite broke. somebody paid one buck for me. well, anyway, had some lil chats in and outside fish & co, coz we find it very cold inside. then we went ps to walk ard, really damn sian. then eleanor went off, the 3 of us wanted to go off too, but alvin said sit down and talk at the mrt station, so, me and pram just sat down to talk. i enjoy listening to pram talk, damn funny. haha. then pram went off. so me and alvin chit chat a bit more, until like ard 10, then he went to meet friend i came home.

before that, went hkhk, laoshi ask me take over kiat's role, coz she cant act nx sunday. she'll be in australia. kiat, u better buy something for me. haha. bleahx. then prac a bit of the lines and stuff.. luckily, when i got nuthing to do i watch the show, so i sorta noe the lines. *smilex*. yep. actually sat dunnit to go back hkhk one, but it seems that we hafta. oh well. nvm, its alright.

there will be an outing nx sunday leh, hkhk outing! so looking forward to it. but they going ex ex place for dinner. before that, this coming mon, which is tml, will be alto outing. burning another hole in my wallet. then friday got 31 outing. think we going kbox. another big big hole! i'll be damn super broke! and i wanna watch movies! sianx.. so long nv step into cinema le leh.. sigh.

went eleana's blog and read this, quite true..
wad i wanna do now is enjoy the moment.. while it's still arnd.. forever is juz a lie.. Even the earth wouldn be here forever.. just be true to ur conscience.. n ppl will come to u when u r terribly down..

another quote from eleana.. If u feel like u r in the dark... overcast by shadows.. juz turn 180 degrees.. and you will see the light..
because where there's shadow.. there's always light..
its juz the law of nature. how true..

yep, guess there's nuthing much, shall sign off here. tatax~

more updates
woah, its been a rather long time since i updated. im either too busy doing irrelevant stuff, too moody or simply just too lazy. i haven really been doing work. im lagging behind. sigh. nvm, lemme try to remember wad happened this wk.

sunday was the perf, must say it was great, we had lotsa fun then. during and after the performance. yepx. and ya, we got the tshirt done in time. and its nice! as in, the back is nice! coz i designed it. bleahx. haha. i love all the hkhkians, all the goldians! maybe not all. but most of them! and i'll miss them lots. sigh. after so many years together, suddenly dunnit to go hkhk every wk le. a bit weird. then the sundays will feel damn empty and hollow. yvette, adeline, cher and jiam went to watch, my family also went. drove jiam home. on the way home, had a long and hearty chat with jiam. so long nv chat with her. felt really nice. always enjoyed chatting with her, though sometimes we end up being really lame and stuff. it has really been nice.

monday to thurs, all the usual stuff la. friday, which is yday, went back to cedar to get my O level cert. gosh, i simply miss cedar la. though the feeling is not as strong as the time when i 1st stepped back after graduation, but i just feel very homely and stuff. its so much nicer that aj. though with the new vp, there's some changes which i dun really like. but as a whole, i still love cedar as much as i do in the past. i miss the courtyard, i miss the canteen, i miss the toilets, i miss the 4C classroom, i miss the 3C classroom, i miss the meeting place, i miss the track, i miss the hall, i miss the corridors, i miss cedar.... sigh. hang ard, jumped ard, shouted and laughed a lot. talked a lot abt life in aj, listened to jo's life in innova, yish's in vj. might be going back again on tues, since im free. talked quite a lot to wendy. thnx for the advise. ive been thinking a lot abt it.

well, aft hanging ard for hours, rushed to cine to meet welyon, pram and eleanor. had dinner with them, then went to take neoprints! haha. pram and welyon's spastic faces! so funny. then we din have enuff time to finish decorating! irritating!! oh well, nvm! it's always fun hanging ard them. i miss those days. esp when we werent this bz. we had lotsa time, just slack ard and stuff. i miss ex3905. welyon said i was behaving childishly, just like how eleanor would. hmmm, come to think of it, i agree. also dunno why. maybe coz of the cedar trip and my old self is back? or coz of other things. hmmm. reached home very late last night, it was almost 11.

went for treatment this morn, then went back to sch for college day. did hw 1st since choir dun start this early. keep getting stuck and stuff, irritating. after that had lunch, and choir starts. had warm ups as usual. then sang the 2 pieces that we'll be performing for college day. then went on to those for prague trip. after that, still got like quite a lot of time before we perform loh. so we, the altos took photos! rhymes right! i discovered that! then we sat down to talk and stuff. and mark started playing no importa la distancia with the keyboard. and we started singing to it. it sounded so nice! and it brings back fond memories. i felt like crying at that time. suddenly miss a lot of ppl, those who were with us in the 1st 3 months, ppl like yinjia, starting to miss the j2s. sigh. this performance for the college day is our last performance as a choir. it is kinda sad. but the sadness went away with our successful performance! *smiles!* i must say the choir always perform well at the right time! haha. well, its alright, although binama rushed like hell. and luk luk din start off well. but still. ppl are impressed by our perf. and i felt great after that, so its gd!

shall persuade marie to go back to cedar this coming tues, then i can have ppl to go back with me! bleahx! ok la, shall sign off here. tatax~

wahh..
its been almost 2 weeks since i last updated. that's like super long la. but anyway, many things happened. i dunno where to start. lemme see.. aj choir got GOLD WITH HONOURS! ok, its very outdated already la, but still, im quite happy abt it. now we are learning 2 new songs for the olomouc trip. torturous. haha. but its getting better, i must say.

what else, what else.. perf is this sunday! things are coming to an end. yay! more time to slack! its been a long time since i last had a nice deep sleep. i shall have it soon. therefore u cant blame me to be constantly tired. haha. ahh, like now, im tired and slpy.. oh, and ive been handing in chinese work late. just like before. bleahx! but who cares. whether she wanna mark it or not. i did my best to finish it liaox. though my compo is like crap. urg.. im a mugger! im a mugger! i need 48 hours a day. haha.. sigh.

oh btw, i think the smallville's lana (forgot her real name) is getting more and more.. how to say. i think she's prettier last time. hmmm. ok. dunno wad to write le. shall sign off here. tatax~

vexed
hmmm, lemme recall wad happened. mmmmm, had sports day and choir on thurs. sports day was kinda boring. everyone was kinda squashed at the smalll pathetis grand stand in aj. and it was hot and stuffy. then the sports day was so not exciting. booo.. but cheetah won! so nvm la. haha. anw, aft that got choir. kwei wasnt too happy with tsubasa, so he came up with an evil plan for tsubasa.. he made us sing section by section. if we dun sing well, no dynamics, or out of tune, we'll be thrown out of choir room and go in and try again until it is perfect. so scary! haha. but altos, proudly, was the only section which passed on 1st attempt! woohoo~ lalala. bleahx! kwei was smiling after we finish singing. so happy. haha.

friday, nuthing much. sat, went study at tp lib, then went for hkhk. reached there, found no one there.. -_-" called kiat and found out that there's no prac today. wth. nvm. then went home. tried doing work. i think im more productive outside. but nvm. patched things up with him =). went supper with calvin and my brother at night. talked and chit chat a bit. then came home, did some maths instead of phy. then went to bed.

woke up this morn, felt super sianx. not motivated to do anything. and dun feel like going hkhk. just felt like slacking. called sheila and found out that it's not lian pai today! so i can slack. haha. but damn shitty, the tshirt design thingie. sigh. but i think they got design le. so, aiya. damn fan2 la. i also dunno wad im fan2-ing abt. just like, got lotsa stuff to do, but dunno where to start. and i actually have time to come here and blog. nvm, shall sigh off here. tatax~