judgement day
bahh.. in sch now. waiting for the results. ok, more like in the com lab waiting for the time to come for us to receive our results. heard lotsa news already. heard that emaths didnt do as well as last yr's. but 4C did well! no one failed hcl in 4C. then its like our batch's msg is not as good last yr's. damn sianx. but think 4C's msg is better than average msg, ard 10? near 10. i think. which is not bad, considered how badly we did in sec3 and 4 and the prelims. so i guess things should turn out fine. and i still think that i'll do badly for chem. mike chia said it'll turn out fine. but after wad i told him abt wad happened on the day of chem paper. he looks kinda worried. lolx! so funny. but im prepared for the worse, i guess. oh ya, m.chia got a bruise on his eye! look like hei yan chuan! hahaha. damn funny. everythin's so nice in cedar still. just that the weather's hot and stuffy. that's why there's so many cedarian in the com lab, coz there's air con!! =D

oh well. one more hour. we gossiped a lot just now. now a lot of them went out, dunno where they go. miss everything in cedar! and i purposely wear cedar badge today! heex. so fun! only serene and me wore cedar badge.. bleahx! anyway, hope everyone else gets good results! all the best! =) tatax~

hkhk
went swimming in the morning with kiat! so long nv swim. we swam halfway it started raining and everyone went for shelter. i mean its quite stupid right? considering u're already wet in the pool. wad's the point of running for a shelter? so we continued to swim. lolx. but its quite nice la, coz the pool's quite empty and considering that, the water warmer in the rain =). anyway, i swim till im quite tired. then we went for lunch at macs and off we went for hkhk! whee! hkhk's always fun. went pai lian again. though the outcome is usually the same. we'll all end up slacking, playing daidee/bridge or gossiping. haha. oh well. at least today we managed to help vic get into her role. i think there's improvements! yay! *clapx* but there's still quite a long way to go, vickie.. u must be more agitated and sad!! i think u need more imagination to get urself into the role. u dun sound like a mother!! haha. maybe we can change the role to a father and let borong act. lolx.

then half way thru the prac, wanju dragged me out to another room where her grp was. and made me sit on yipeng's shoulder, i dunno how to describe la. but when yipeng stand up straight, its like damn scary la! considering that he's quite tall. im just worried that i might knock into the ceiling. and its really very scary!! =X. anyway, vickie left at 4+. and we started slacking. played bridge and stuff. im still quite slow with finding out who's my partner. anyway, i managed to win borong! he's lousier than me! haha, bleahx. its always fun hanging out with hkhk ppl. slacked till 6, went for dinner. went back half an hour late =X. then they continued to play bridge, we girls talked all the way, gossiped abt ppl. haha. until like 8.30 then we started doing everything again. then we went back for debriefing.

seriously, i dunnoe wad's there to debrief la, since in the 1st place wang laoshi didnt walk ard to see us, she only concentrated a lot on the gu zhuang scenes. that's abt all she cared. she talked till like 9+ then let us off. gosh, nx wk there's 3 sessions! sat, 2-4pm and sun, 11-1pm and 2-9pm! my gawd! but its ok. i dun really mind. just that my role is quite free, not much lines. so most prob i'll just slack my way thru.

by the time we went out, its like the gate's locked!! wth. junyi climbed out and went off la. nvm. then me and kiat climbed out as well! yay! kiat looks scary when she climbed, coz she looks as if she gonna fall anytime =X. we went out, then the rest came. and they were like asking, "how u all go out one ah?" obviously we climbed right. the gate's not that diff to climb wad. and they all waited inside for the key to arrive to get out. we wanted to leave, but stupid borong say we nv wait, so we nicely waited for them. we are such nice ppl =P. oh! the gate's VERY DIRTY!! both kiat and my palms and legs were like red after we climbed the gate? its the paint! coz the gate is reddish-orange.

im so tired now. all the crap today. seriously, i think certain ppl cant act. as in the tone and everything just went wrong and they cant detect! its ok if u cant, but when others point out the ur mistakes, u still make the same old mistakes. maybe if u dun mind u can pen it down. take some notes wun die right? when we change the lines, u also dun take down. i mean, ur role is quite heavy, u shud at least exercise the least bit of responsibility ma, considering that i thinking ur acting got prob, such actions from u just turn me off. and some arrogant ppl, thinks she's so damn pro. sux la. please stop it, before i shout right into ur face.

basically, everything just went rather smoothly. but i feel we are seriously too slack. so yep, that's abt it. tml the results gonna be out. everyone's so tensed up. so worried abt it. i wonder why im not having any nightmares. maybe its a good sign. or am i too relaxed? well, wadeva. im just hoping for the best. i hope i'd cry in joy not the other way round. if i get 2 digits, i'll be really disappointed like wad i told kiat. i want single digit!! and i think i wun do well for chem.. sigh. oh well, maybe i shud sign off here, tatax~

good luck ppl! we'll all do well!!

...
im freaking bored!! i got nuthing to do. but i dun feel like going out. and its going to rain soon. and i can predict that its gonna be a heavy rain.. its getting darker. BORED!

btw, did i mention that luke brought a hamster to sch yday? it was so cute!! =D but he almost forgot to bring the hamster home. tsktsk..

whatever..
oh man.. was just thinking that im not feeling much for the results being out on monday. and before i realised that, im already getting all moody and stuff.. now so sianx, no mood for anything.

touching..
got this from gg's blog, though a bit lag la, coz i very long nv visit her blog liaox. its some story written by some sly fan. but its really nice and touching.. just finished reading. its been a long time since i cried while reading these kinda online love stories. or maybe its just that i didnt read any. though its quite expected, but i still find it nice and touching.. *sobx*

oops..
i thought choir starts at 5.30pm today!! but it starts at 4pm! =X. omg. i was late for 1hr45min, considering that i reached at 5.45pm =X. oops, so very sry. luckily they didnt scold me, just say i nv listen. but yimei almost wanted to scold me, i noe. luckily i noe my steps, if not they really will kill me. and im supposed to practice joyful² choreo at home. we learnt policemen's lot's choreo. i didnt really memorise the song la. but still managed to pull through it. but the choreo damn messy. coz most of the time need to listen to sop's part, then cant concentrate on singing. so confusing. anyway, after we learnt the choreo, we did hail holy queen. touched up a bit. then went off!

met up with wee seng outside GO. then purposely walked to yck interchange to take 13. but we still missed our target, coz we were playing a "game". so sway, whole day miss target one! but wee seng is lucky, coz we didnt go the nx bus stop. if not we'll meet ppl that he doesnt wanna see. lolx! anyway, went mos for dinner. he's always that childish! play with the stickers from the burger wrapper! trying to snatch it from me and sticking it on me! ok la, i started it =P. oh, and he found the bottle!! yayx! thankew so much for the present! and there's this gaara keychain in the bottle! so cute. though i like kakashi better, but its ok =P. thnx =D. dun worry, i'll use the bottle la, i wun leave it at home as ornament one. im not as boliao as u =P.

then we walked to bus stop and mr nice guy aka djp pei me home again. i noe u will be happy when i say u're nice =P. so i shall be nice to call u nice. okiex la, that's abt it. thnx for the bottle! i noe u searched very long le =P. well, shall sign off here, tatax~

bahhh..
crap.. stupid blogspot, i blogged for so long and it couldnt save. damn it. nvm i shall retype!!

anyway, i pon sch today! yay! wanted to go back to cedar with marie, but marie pang seh me and didnt pon sch with me! anyway, according to her, cedar's not open today, coz the whole school's on holiday. wadeva. since when susan leong this nice? hmmmph. so i decided to revamp my blog since im not going anywhere. but ah, its like, i dunno where to start with, so i only made some tiny changes. oh ya, i changed my background music! i think the old one sounded boring. so this! chia wee seng, u better not steal it again ah! but i bet u will. wad kinda friend is that manx =P.

oh ya, did i mention that i found more ppl saying that i got tracker look? haha. yayx! i got all kinda sporty looks! at least most =P. its good, coz i always wanted to join a sports cca, but cant. ahh, forget it. but its good to have the look =P. just dun say i got the cldds look, coz i dun wanna be associated with a grp of ppl that i totally dislike. though i noe its wrong, but still. i noe we might need to rely on them in future, but who cares. why cant i be independent? why must i rely on them? they just get on my nerves.

my mum gets on my nerves sometime. she's always this naggy. parents.. or maybe just mothers.. but i love her =)! if she stop her naggings, i'll love her more! =P

anyway, lemme talk abt yday. jes, haw ling, eleanor, leong parn, hanisah, welyon, jiesheng, matthew, pram, darren, alvin and me went to play foosball!! haha. it was soooo fun =D! grassroots club was like damn noisy once we entered. we had lotsa fun! btw, foosball is table soccer, dunno why they call it foosball, and now they call it bbq coz the actions look like it. but its still fun! had so much fun screaming away with eleanor. its such an exciting game la. and guess wad? we girls formed a team and trashed the guys' all star team! haha. they are damn lame! calling themselves all star. we trashed them twice. though just twice, we still trashed them. the all star a bit cannot make it, lolx. but i must say its really fun~ played will abt 4.20pm, jes, leong parn, hanisah, jiesheng, matthew and me went back to sch to watch "we were soldiers". its humanities week and they had been showing movies based on several major historical events lately, i think. and some game theory. "we were soldiers" is nice, but i got choir at 5.30pm, so had to rush off halfway thru the movie. wad a let down.

nelson kwei isnt in a very good mood lately, coz the standard isnt there yet and concert is drawing near. somemore there's ppl like me who haven memorise the scores. choir becomes so damn draggy when he gives us black faces. but he had fun mixing all the sections ard, chopping the sections up and made us sing. i had lotsa difficulties k. cant hear other altos! sian-ed. haha. after choir, christabelle and me pei zinuan, and we took 13. so nice of us. haha =P. took extra long journey home.

tralalala, found lotsa ppl's blog just now. now i got nuthing to do, everyone else having lesson in school, maybe i shud go and memorise my songs =X. okiex, tatax~

to leong parn..

noooo, jiesheng and i just like to fool ard and play together la.... that doesnt mean we are bgf or something.....

hide and seek!
"come out, come out, where ever you are~"

tralala.. went lunching with 39 after sch today. so fun! i always enjoy hanging out with ppl from 39. its so fun!! other than a few. then we crapped a lot after lunch, as usual. then most of them went back to sch to wait for the 6.30pm drama competition, to support jiesheng, the only one from 39, lolx. after lunch, went for treatment. waah, today massage new area, my left shoulder. then now damn painful la! that woman is trying to break my shoulder, im quite sure of that. now my shoulder's muscle is aching.

after treatment, went to meet wee seng to watch hide and seek! movie was not bad, its quite a twist at the end. but its not scary at all!! kiat, u bluff me! i thought u said its scary? anyway, tried to scare wee seng during the movie, he also tried to scare me. haha. but we both failed. coz there isnt much nice atmosphere to scare ppl leh. and i always see his hand coming when he tried to scare me. so lousy! haha. whenever u wanna scare ppl in theatre, make sure they dun see u fidgeting. haha, bleahx! oh! and smart wee seng smuggled mos into the cinema and he spilled ketchup on himself! lolx =P. and i kope his drinks! bleahx. anyway, after the movie, we rushed back to sch to catch the last bit of the drama competition.

we got back in time and watched the panther house's drama! and i dun understand a single bit la. and its quite sadistic. then the nx one is not much better. but the one kerrin acted in was nice! i like! and i think its very true, "this is not me." or maybe its me, but its just that there's many sides of me, the me u noe might be just one or two or a few sides of me. ooh, this sounds like jigsaw puzzle. actually ive been thinking a lot abt me, myself. abt which is the real me. this can get rather confusing.

well anyway, after the whole thing, there was prize giving. sadly, panther didnt win, coz maybe the judges din understand as well. and jiesheng didnt win the best actress award!! so sad. nvm, he can always try it nx yr. lolx! after the drama mr nice guy wee seng sent me home =P. thankew la =D. then he pei me till i reach my blk, which is just beside the stop. oh well. then he went home =P. its very late now and i haven do maths! damn it. oh well. guess i shall just heck care since she's still at tutorial4.. shall sign off here, tatax~

this is not me...

tp openhouse + AJ FUNFAIR!
lemme talk abt the openhouse 1st. went there on 18th with weeseng, my djp! lolx. it takes very long to reach there okiex, an hour or so. so we abandoned our class half way through setting up of stall and went off =X. not really abandon la, for my case, everything's done except logistic. im not in log, so i dun really need to stay =P. he said he did the shitty part for the class already, so he could go off too! lala. travelled all the way there, then it was so not fun la! irritating. the 2 of us were just walking ard, looking at things on display. the engineering sch really very boring. then we went business school. not bad, at least its more re4 nao4 there. then got free drink somemore. haha. its nicee! but only got very little of it. after that, we went to the design school. watched some video clips, animations. its ok laaa, i like the 3D animation one the most. the rest very kns. i prefer nyp's animations. after that, we walked to some display.. got archi stuff. i think my kor more pro!! ok la, he's in U now, so cant really compare. but seriously, if u wanna take archi shud go sp. later we went to look at some posters (i think) on display. at the side there's some models, i think that's wad u call it. then got one got this magnifying glass, so i went to see, there's a word inside, but i couldnt figure out wad it's saying. then he looked, he also dunno. so i went to see again, and realised that it's the f word. felt so stupid k, then i just said it out. and he was damn shocked that it came out of my mouth! lolx. he's reaction is so funny.

after all that, we decided to go tampines mall to eat and look for the bottle! =P walked ard, we found the same design, but couldnt find the white one! sianx. dun care! i want the white one!! bleahx. actually, black one also can, but too bad, they only have the blue ones left. searched for quite some time, i was so slpy and hungry. so we went to eat. wanted to look for mos, but couldnt find any. then both of us forgot where is century sq! hahaha. so funny. and we walked one BIG round to get there. but still couldnt find mos. so we went back to tm to eat macs. so stupid. after eating, talked a lil then went take train and change bus home. he said wanna lemme slp on the bus, but in the end we were talking all the way laa.. bleahx. oh well, he taught me how to deal with certain probs and how he can be my djp. lolx. so lame.




then yday was the AJ FUNFAIR!! haha. my parents and siblings din come and support k. so mean. but i had fun anyway. the opening ceremony was stupid. we were supposed to do boriquitto, but everyone just stood there and stone.... wth. half thru the stoning session, some of us from 39 went to collect our coconuts! but we waited and waited for so long k! other stalls started le, we still stading outside the GO waiting for the aunty. finally it came, and we managed to bargain with the aunty to collect 6 dollars less from us. haha. then we started selling coconuts! it was soooo fun! i had so much fun drinking and eating coconuts. i had one and a half coconuts! NICE!!!! i was like walking ard, asking ppl to buy from us, then this tchr, i forgot his name suddenly came to me and leong parn, while we were asking others to buy, and asked, "where did u get the coconuts from ah?" it was so damn corny la! and he went to buy coconuts. alice teo bought 5 from us, i heard. i din really stay at the stall, coz most of the time i was just walking ard asking ppl to buy coconuts! and that's the reason why i missed the coconut-eating competition!! so damn idiotic. and it was held only once la. a lot of ppl came and buy coconuts from us, it was so fun! and at ard 11.30am, we finished selling our coconuts!! that's like woah! haha. and we started clearing up. i think its the stupid hon chan started it, even before we finish selling, he was using water to splash at me la. so i put ice on him and stuff. i very long nv run le leh, and im not supposed to, but i ran aft him, and obviously i cant catch up. haha. but i still got my revenge. threw ice into his tshirt. aft we finish selling it became worse, everyone started throwing ice at one another la. eleanor came and attack me. so i kept going after her, throwing ice into her tshirt. but i was still quite dry and clean! until the stupid jiesheng pour coconut juice on me!! idiot! i almost threw the whole box of coconut juice over him loh. haha. played till very crazy la! and i knocked into hanisah's head! SO PAINFUL! we were still running ard throwing ice, until a councillor came over and scold us then we started to really clean up. haha =P. bleahx!

aft that then kiat came la. so slow. tsktsk. according to her, is flor lost her way. she came, then i brought her ard, buying ice cream, candy floss, look at ppl playing viking, coz we got not enuff money. bought some other food, anything but coconuts. the best to kill thirst. coz we finished selling! how i regret not reserving one for kiat, then i get to drink as well. hahaha. walked ard for quite long. the sun was so damn bloody hot! brought her to watch 5tones perf. coz got cg, then we waved to him. lolx. quite nice. but its a bit noisy, coz its a funfair. then kiat went to meet flor and all to walk ard somemore. then i brought weeseng to see someone. but too bad, cant find that person. so sad! awwww. lol. so we went to look for drinks. was damn thirsty. but the stupid vending machines all sold out! and went to look for water cooler. walked back to my stall and talked for a while. after that, i was like stoning by the side of my stall with my class. lolx! and jonathan went to dunk himself. so stupid. after that, we played a few rounds of daidee, was damn tired, then i kept losing. wadeva.

later, aft everything ended, out of the usual 7, 5 of us, plus welyon went lunching at macs. again. but i didnt eat. ate lotsa junk food, was bloated. i just drank. aft a while, welyon left. jonathan, darren, alvin, jes and me were there talking. talked a lot. joked ard, told ghost stories, gossiped and stuff. so fun! then jon went off, left with the 4 of us, we continued. and there's this alvin korkor joke, lolx! damn funny la. aft a long while, jiesheng came and join us. and he created so much joke la! alvin was talking abt some j2s said some VERY vulgar words, then jiesheng repeated it out loud, till like almost half the macs can hear loh! lolx. then he was like asking wad it means, then got ppl from the other table explained to him, coz we were like already dun wanna talk to him liaox. hahaha. so diu lian. then we gossiped abt everyone in class, including ourselves. lolx! so corny. i just realised we missed out jonathan! haha. nvm, we can talk abt him during session2. lolx. and we formed J²ADT! our gossip club! haha. the name is subjected to change. haha. but i think its cool. we are the founders of J²ADT! we talked till like 6 la. can u imagine how long we talked? haha. we covered lotsa topics! not bad, not bad. then we went home, alvin live nearby, i think, so he walked home. then the 4 of us continued talking while waiting. it was so fun la! =D reached home at ard 8 or 9, i think.

and did i mention that the sun was damn bloody hot and i got sunburn? i was like so cooked under the sun la, esp when we were waiting for the lucky draw la. i think i almost got heatstroke. and i forgot to tell ppl abt aj choir concert, was too bz selling coconuts and fooling ard. oh well, its quite a long entry, guess i shud stop here. tatax~

deco for funfair!
lectures and tutorials were boring as usual. after sch, we went 215 to decorate the mobile advert and signboard for the funfair. but i still cant find my liquid paper which i think someone just kope it yday when we were designing the flyers! idiot! my liquid! im so broke no money to buy liaox still kope my liquid!!
ahyway, was sitting ard, slacking at 1st, coz everyone very slack and disorganise, then like so sian-ed. most of us were like slacking, jeslyn doing the drawing, me sitting there giving advice =P. then jiesheng came in and kajiao us. then we could really continue. haha. more ppl came in. jiesheng and i started the glitter war! haha. i accidentally dropped a drop of silver glitter glue onto his t-shirt, i seriously didnt mean to do that. then he wanna revenge! so we were like holding a bottle of glitter glue each pointing at each other. haha. so lame and childish! after that, we got so much glitter on our arms la! so idiot! then i put some on his face too, bleahx! then we went to wash away the glitter.
after that we had markers fight! haha. ok, i started it by snatching marker from him, then i drew on him accidentally. then he went to draw on my arm and i wiped on him! hmmph.
hon chan was slping on the desk, since we had markers with us, we started drawing on his leg! lolx! draw until his whole legs full of writings and stuff. though he kept complaining, he didnt stop us. so we continued. then he suddenly jumped up and wanted to draw on us! lolx. he started running ard everyone who drew on him. haha. so scary. imagine if he catches up with me and draw on my arms/legs =S.
finally settled down for some serious stuff. got myself dirty with the glitter again =S! hate glitter! ohs well. hafta help out. if not very bad. yepyep. got kinda pissed along the way. coz there's a time to play and a time to stop la. i not i played a lot, but i did stop to work. some ppl just cant stop. and some just go there do nuthing but just disrupting and dirtying the signboard. damn pissed la. sry to like shout at u all, but so wad if a lil dirty cant see? can u please think how much effort others put in and u dirtied it? please spare a thought for others and stop being so selfish esp when u didnt do anything la! idiot, stop thinking that u're very great, coz actually u're nuthing.
well anyway. aft that, they stayed for the deco stuff, i went for choir. choir was fun! haha, had fun crapping with my fellow pentium4 and suaning pentium1. lolx. pentium4 is trying to downgrade me to pentium3, sry, u cant! bleahx. jiemin joined hannah to become pentium1. haha. aft that, took train home with zinuan, christabel and whee geok. aft zinuan and whee geok went off, leaving the 2 of us behind, we talked a lot abt hist, trevor, lizah, cedar, grad song. so much nice memories. haix. okiex, think i better sign off here, tatax~

sian-ed
bahh.. yday's vday entry was very short, haha. anyway, just wanna thnx everyone for the prezzies, the chocs and candies! im eating some of them now. so sweeet! got so much phlegm in my throat now. btw im still waiting for my new bottle!! =P heex. yday was fun, but i guess i still prefer vday in cedar. cedarians are more enthu, and we are like running ard giving presents, not like if i happen to see them then i give liddat. oh.. its just different.
anyway, today im damn tired and slpy!! sianx, the whole day my eyes were like half open. i fell aslp during maths tutorial today. so damn boring plus im slpy! and that woman still continue blabbering away. i slept for a few min only, i think. then econs also, was at screen saver mode throughout. then i was just copying hist notes blindly, not knowing wad happened. oh ya, i think i did damn badly for maths! damn. sianx. i better not be the one who failed. if not i'll be damn sad. from wad trevor said, i think the hist test is not any better. but i dun care. ive made up my mind, die die also wun take hist aft the 3 months!! ms lizah wouldnt like it if i take hist. haha. shuping is dying with hist, i heard, so all the more i shouldnt be taking hist. arts subj are tough!! i just realised im not good at anything. izzit a bit slow to realise that? i always thought im best subj is maths (and im proud of it), but now. shall see wad's the outcome of the test.
Os result coming out soooon! in abt 1++ wk time!! though im not feeling much yet, i guess a lot of ppl are rather tensed over the release of result. im hoping for single digit! best is 7 or 8. but i got a feeling that i'll get 12. sianx. i wanna go back to cedar on speech day!! k la, so slpy, maybe i should go and sleep too, tatax~

happy vday!
happy vday ppl!! today's so fun! =D

shopping trip
went to shop for presents with jiesheng today. then both of us dunno wad to buy, so walked ard for quite a while. met kiat and sh! haha, so early, not even vday, they are celebrating vday le. still so loving, haha =P. and they thought jiesheng's my bf -_-'. walked ard for very long leh, coz cant find the things i wanna buy. but his quite ez to settle with me ard. girls stuff, ez la. but he didnt do me much help loh. so lousy, hmmph. shud have asked others pei me out, haha. finally got everything settled le then met weeseng. he said he went to shop for my prezzie! yay =D. and he asked if jiesheng's my bf -_-'. we met some jiesheng's friends, got one asked if im his gf -_-'. does it mean that 2 friends go out must be stead? then i go out with a girl im a les la.. wadeva...

i sent jiesheng off to the bridge leh! im so nice! haha. then went to look for weeseng and help him shop for my prezzie, lolx =P. i nv do that b4, feel so awkward. but we just walked ard for a while, coz cant find wad i want, so i suggested he can go town and find =P. so i went home! bleahx. but in the end he still cant find it leh. so sad. nvm. he'll find it somehow =P. dun disappoint me, haha. ok la, shall sign off, tatax~

freaked out!

class outing again!
another long day of lesson yday. 2 crazy women, hua and marie went home aft going sch before morn assembly. heard they went polyclinic then went j8, tsktsk. anyways, went for afternoon chinese lesson again. this time, it isnt as funny as the prev lesson. i was falling aslp. aft that, cheong home, then went for treatment. aft that, went to meet alvin, darren, jonathan, junhan and a friend at meridien (i think that's how u spell it) and played pool!! was lousy last night, didnt win a single game, other than those that i paired up with ppl. coz i always choose pros like jonathan. haha =P. nv choose alvin, u'll just lose ur game terribly! hahaha. played for quite long. meanwhile, jiesheng, jes and eleanor joined us! paid 7 bucks each for that!! sianx. so ex.

aft that, went ps had quick dinner. coz needta cheong for movie at 9.20pm. alvin they all bought only 6 tics when there's 8 of us loh, so, alvin and darren din go in, they went somewhere to stone/date while we watch seoul raider. its quite nice la, quite funny. watchable. actually we wanted to watch constantine de, but in the end alvin said its not nice so we didnt.

after the movie, went to meet the 2 of them and we went to mos to grab a bite. i was falling aslp already. coz its like 11+ le leh. then ask them leave, no one wanna leave.. but mos is closing anyway, so they hadta! yay, and we went home. took train to serangoon to change 82. and its already 12 le! so damn worried that the last bus's gone k. then mr nice guy, jiesheng pei me to the interchange to wait for bus while missing his last bus =X. so very thankew! whether u read it or not =P. oh well, i got onto the last bus! yay =D. reached home at ard 12++ almost 1am =X. so late. luckily my mum din say anything, but i noe she's not very happy abt it. oh well.

anyway, it seems like class outing always the usual 8 or 9 of us. so pathetic. then the girls, very standard one, eleanor, jes, me. hanisah everytime wanna come but in the end nv. oh well, nvm.

had choir today, stand till my legs wanna break le. din get to sit much.. aft choir, got yu sheng! wow. they so cute. use mangoes to replace the fish. then we lao1 and ate the "yu sheng". quite fun la. aft that, went home str8. did some hw and my aunty came. oh ya! i had stomachache! must be the "yu sheng" wonder if anyone else got stomachache nort. haha. so uncomfortable k.

oh yea, wonder who anyhow give my no. away.. tsktsk. k la, shall sign off here, tatax~

happy cny
happy cny ppl! though im not really happy. i dunnoe why. just like any other normal day. actually, im quite sianx. woke up kinda late today. considered late since its the 1st day of chinese new year. but who cares, not going anywhere today. its been liddat since my grandma passed away. and im especially sian this year. perhaps im tired. tired of the many events that's happening ard me now. tired of the heavy workload. tired of having no life.
quite pissed now. the computer's lagging coz of some idiot. damn it. maybe i should get some sleep. just found my cousin's website, quite cool. but he didnt update for about half a year. oh well, shall sign off here. tatax~
don't think that u noe me very well. coz the me u noe is just superficial.

yippy!
heh, we had class outing last night. lolx. it was very fun although only like 8 of us turned up. before that had choir until 7.30pm. then went out, jiesheng and jes already outside choir room waiting. and they kept one of my shoes! think i dunnoe ah! took train to dhoby ghaut to meet the rest. went for dinner at pastamania. met adeline there! haha. she din change much, still the same old her. oh well. i guess im still the same as well. we discovered 2 gay couples in class!! alvin + darren and jonathan + welyon!! haha. alvin and darren were sharing drinks loh! and we forced them to take pictures drinking from the cup together, so corny!! and alvin wear tight top, so gayish! =X jonathan and welyon is coz they wore same colour combi, hahaha. and we forced to take "couple" pic as well.
then we played zhong ji mi ma!! but ah, aft we had the tobasco and cheese all mixed and stuff, no one wanna play loh! its damn gross, but they damn not enthu one. and jiesheng went to add somemore tobasco and cheese. and left with him, jonathan and me playing. we decided to play one round and jiesheng tio!! hahaha! retribution! and he hadta drink it all! he drank till he puked. so gross.
after that, we walked ard ps, though it was already 9+, and there's nuthing much to walk. we almost wanted to watch movie noe, but no nice movie to watch. so we went to take pictures! haha. we took pix at the fake bridge and house(new yr deco) outside ps. alvin they all whole day bully eleanor, cover her face when they snap. tsktsk, so mean.
aft that, we went to dhoby ghaut mrt station. welyon, darren and alvin went home. and jiesheng, jonathan, eleanor, jes and me stayed there to play truth or dare. lolx! quite fun. although we din dig a lot of secrets out of everyone. but the dare was damn funny la. hahahaha. but its supposed to be kept confidential, so i shall shhh.. =) played till 11, then we headed home. jiesheng, jes and me took nel. met tina and friend.
though its tiring to out till this late, but its fun!! =D oh ya, i got my tao zhe's cd! thankew wee seng! can already? i think i said a lot of thankew le hor =P.



its cny celeb today! though its draggy and not really fun in aj, coz everyone so unenthu, but the fun part is going back to cedar!! i totally miss cedar! i was like so damn excited lah. this is the 1st time, me going back to sch feeling all excited and happy. jy, srn and me were like walking damn fast compared to the rest la. haha. i was like hopping ard! ahhh! I LOVE CEDAR! went to the hall. watched the last part of the concert. miss leong saw me and she stared at me for a while, i think she still recognizes me, oh well, im guai kia that's why, haha. the backdrop is ugly! my junior was like telling me how nice it is. BLUFF ME!
anyway, the concert was kinda draggy. but i got a balloon! haha. inside got chocolate. it just so happened that i rolled over to me la. not i grab from others one!! what makes u all think that i grabbed it! even mdm faridah said that! hmmph. and she said im supposed to burse the balloon to get the chocolate inside. and angela went to burse it!! my balloon! stupid angela! talked to almost all the tchrs. oh! i forgot to look for mdm goh =X. OOPS. i talked to hou liang but not her! haha, too bad. not fated. wanted to get angpaos from tay and chia. but they dun wanna give. chia claims that he's not yet married. and he gave us liquor chocolate instead! tsktsk. haha, but better than nuthing. =P then mr tay gave us empty angpaos! haha. so funny. then we were complaining and he took all angpaos back and said its the thought that counts and act angry! hahaha. then chia also act angry. lolx. ahh, i really miss them. esp tay's lame jokes, faridah's sacarsm+corniness, lum's english, chia's gifts, lizah's smile+food... cedar simply rawkx. i miss every single bit of it, the good and the bad..
sigh, anyway, i stil enjoy talking to faridah. jes and i begged miss lizah for notes coz we got hist test on monday, lolx. then i was complaining abt copying notes and having to do tutorials. then yuhua went to tell lizah that i got chased out of class coz i din do my tutorial!! haha. lizah was like, "ying tong, u're still the same!" and she hugged me. hahaha, fine! but she said that before yuhua said i got chased out! so its not with the hw thing. haha =X. see, im still the same. i guess its good to be the same. i suddenly feel so close to all of them. i din notice that in the past at all. im missing them again. maybe i should go back more often to ease my emotions.
anyways, after all the moments with the tchrs, marie, wend, jo, hua, trina, eyin, jes and me went town for lunch. then we went far east and i bought my skirt! finally. haha =P. yuhua wanted to murder me when i continued shopping aft trying out so many skirts =X. sry la. aft that went for treatment. then came home. come to think of it, its been so long when all of us went shopping like nobody's business. sec3, i think. its really nice to walk ard aimlessly in j8. doing nuthing, just walking, coz we got nuthing better to do. i miss those times in sec3, when we get the biggest classrm, made it all cosy and nice. eating in class and switching on the air-con as if no one noes. slacking ard, koping food, chit chatting, gossiping, scaring kalpana, poking jo, disturbing everyone ard me.. wad nice memories. its always nice to slp in 3C'03 classroom, coz we got the air-con on!! others were simply jealous. 4C'04, we got smaller classroom, but its ok, we still rawk. we org the ifd! we bonded a lot. 4crawks, haha.. oh well. i miss everyone!
maybe i should stop before i get too depressed. tatax~

choir
woke up late. ok, no really, since i set the alarm earlier, so i din wake up late. anyways, went bedok met up with the choir ppl. then we took bus to the cc. was damn tired la. i realised that ive been constantly sleepy lately. other than when im online, blogging, chatting with interesting ppl and during choreo! haha. oh and when im eating. most of the time im just tired and slpy. learned new song for comp today. certain parts are difficult to catch, but it sure is easier than binama and luk luk.. did luk luk as well, and difusa and stuff. then did choreo. i partnered whee geok today! i think that's how u spell her name. ahh, its damn fun to stand near her. she's just so bubbly and stuff. and always luffing away. oh, and she's been selected as the soloist for joyful²!! i thought she deserved it =).
anyway, throughout the whole prac today, i feel my ankle aching leh. i think i sprained it. its a light twist, i guess, and i twisted my ankle twice in sch, yday =X. now its aching! damn. i think both my ankle guards are dirty... they look dirty. oh well. dinner time!! oh ya, got lotsa tutorials to be done! =(. and i found the cute guy's blog! lolx =P. well, shall sign off here, tatax~

birthday celebrations!!
during the lunch break today, we celebrated bday for xuemin, honnie and junhan. its so fun! haha. smashing cream on one another's face =P. so fun! oh, did i just repeated 'so fun'? anyway, im one of those who started the 1st round. then aft everyone washed up and started eating the cake, honnie started it on me again! coz i smashed cream into his ears earlier on, lolx! and it started again, 2nd round! more hiong than in cedar. then almost everyone tio loh. play till quite dirty, as in the place. then got one tchr came and ask us wad class we from =S. scary. wonder wad will happen to us. but we did clean up aft that, and she saw us cleaning up. sooo, dunnoe wad will happen.
anyway, before that, had those boring lectures and tutorials. all these are making me wanna sleep. but during mass civics, the video clip really made me think quite a lot suddenly. abt making choices. now i dun really if jc life really suits me. shud i stay in arts and drop hist? or should i go sci, take phy, econs and maths? or should i just go ngee ann and take mass comm? im kinda confused after the video. but i noe after my pre-u edu i'll definitely go ntu and take mass comm or arts, design and media. though all along i think nus is cooler than ntu. but sadly only ntu offer the courses i wanna take. sianx.
aft the lunch break, me being guai, went for chi lecture. its quite fun noe! that lecturer quite corny and lame. he made lectures fun! i shall attend all friday lectures by him! i can crap with him too! lolx. aft that went for treatment. doc said got improvement. that's gd. better be as straight as possible. damn all these activities are making damn tired and worn out la. tml still got choir from 10 to 4pm!! and i'll be missing the SP openhouse! damn it!
anyway went for this nus award day just now. coz my bro's got the dean's list award and a re.. something gold medal award. not bad leh. the prize recipients either look toot or old. look like some muggers, other than a few. my brother, i cant define him, i dunnoe how to. lolx. anyway, aft that came home. wanted to do my zuo wen, but ah, now im typing this. i read the hist tutorial just now. damn it, i dunnoe how to answer loh. stupid trevor! damn him. whole day ask us do tutorials. like we got nuthing else to do! i MUST not take history aft 1st 3 months! its like hell loads of work la! every lesson one tutorial. wad the hell. anyway, my eyes really cant make it le, gonna close any time. lolx. maybe i shud end off here, tatax~


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