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Saturday, February 28, 2004

ppl! shi4 shuo1 xin1 yu3, Urban Talk, is a yearly production of Hokien Huay Kuan Youth Troupe, it is a really really goooood play!! do watch it =D. can order tix through me =) email me at tongx88@hotmail.com if u wanna buy tix =). please support!!

Urban Talk

Details of performance:

12-14/03/04
19-21/03/04
Fri-Sat, 8pm
Sun, 5pm
Tickets price: S$6

'Uncovering the murmurs of the bustling city.
Eavesdrop on the voices of the lonely mind.
Chance upon the romance of love.
Engage in the controversies of city dwellers.'

tongx dreamt at 6:39 PM


haix.. things seems to be better now, not talking bout cl, still dunnoe how to deal with them. they are really really diff from ppl from hkhk. haix. anyway, got back the result of O's chinese. got A1!! thought i'd get a B3 or something. so scared kx. and my oral is distinction =D. so happy! so scared that i'd hafta drop hcl loh. but reality proves it wrong =). my hard work did pay off. so did a lot of the others. but there are also some who got B3 loh. a lot of ppl crying, out of sadness, anger, happiness. i almost cried k. coz everyone ard me was like sooo nervous before we got back the result. made me so scared and nervous loh. hate this kinda feeling k. dun wanna get back O's result nx yr le la! but i'll go for the exam definitely =D.
think this year gonna be a tough year for us. haix. the previous batch did so damn well ok. a lot of them scored single digit loh! wth. their average L1R5 is 9.9, i think. hell, its damn good k. and history msg is 1.7! only like a few of them got B3. no B4 loh. that's wad i remembered. damn it. stressful leh. at least for me, not even a B3 standard loh. oh ya! amaths! 96% distinction loh. damn bian tai! cant stand them loh. enuff le la. dun do so well, if not will reach the peak de. hopefully its not the peak yet. coz Cedar must continue to strive despite all odds. that means we must work extra hard this year, since we cant meet the standard. wah. this is gonna be tough. but congrats to all sec 4s '03 Cedarian. they who kept Cedar flag flying HIGH!
had meetings yday, watched the pailian, till very late. reached home at ard 11+ going to 12 le. sooo tired! then this morning woke and went for treatment. doc said can try going once a week le. finally. after that, went to meet weifen, zhilin and miaojuan. looked for the barney costume. finally found it sia. but its damn ex. think they changing the character from barney to something else. shall keep it a secret. then later on, weifen, miaojuan and me went to the 'army' market there to eat. actually its the market across golden complex. oooh, there got lotsa cool stuff sia. though not an air-conditioned place. but definitely a great place to shop for nice, cheap stuff =P. after that, i went home.
lately, i've been very² sleepy and tired leh. dunnoe why. haven't been having enuff sleep, i think. haix. everyday so sleepy. think i shud take a nap before doing homework. okiex, shall end here la, tatax~

tongx dreamt at 6:39 PM

Friday, February 13, 2004

wah.. quite a looong time nv update le. and its like v.day tml le! weee! a lot of things happened. haix. happy and bad. got loads of tests. someone passed away. someone i dunnoe. but had a great impact on me. felt really sad abt it. haix.
and today got CL. played games with them since there's time. yah, its kinda impromp2 de. but it was planned ahead de la. how to say ar. we planned that, but in the end din use, so we used it today. the outcome wasnt wad we wanted. maybe i demanded too much from them. but they also din portray much discipline loh. i had space walk with them la. then its like, maybe there's tooo many ppl, and its hard to control, somemore its like they all all very ill-mannered and lack discipline, that's why like, the whole thing turned out sour. i asked them for feedback, since it seems like a lot of them dun like it. they kept saying that its boring and not fun, its not of their interest, blah². wad they expect?! then they said wad we shud ask them wad they wanna play 1st. lemme ask u, who's the comm now? who must obey who? wad crap loh. but some are really relevant la. the rest are rubbish. and it simply reflects the kinda attitude they have towards CL, and the kinda discipline level in CL. think they are just a bunch or self-centered, hopeless piece of sh*t. sorry to say that, but im really very angry and disappointed with them. esp those s'poreans who are not supposrtive at all. at 1st i thought they slacked only because that they feel that they lack the opportunity to perform. now then i noe that they ONLY wanna be those backstage ppl who dun wanna show their best, all they wanna do is SLACK! damn it. i dunnoe la. i really wanna give up. i cried loh. this is the 1st time i so disappointed till i cry can. then the hou liang still down there say feng1 liang2 hua4. say wad how can give up so easily. its like he wasnt there and din noe the situation and wad happened loh. he really very biased loh. and wad he says simply make not much diff loh. haix. he is just biased like goh cm. haix! i really wanna give up. dun wanna care abt them anymore since they dun wanna appreciate loh. i dunnoe wad to do with them anymore. at least in hhk, we got the discipline to keep quiet when we hafta. and we are open enuff and enthu enuff to do the acting stuff. maybe cedarians, or maybe cedar CL just arent meant to act AT ALL! wadeva crap. i dun wanna care abt them anymore. next time, i'll just ask them to org a half an hour sessions and experience for themselves. but come to think of it, it might not work too, since in the end they will end up playing with the rest, instead of really carrying things out. but i'll still try it out la. sianx though. after today, really lost hope in them. dunnoe how, but i wanna help them. and sometimes, i feel that they just wanna stay the way they are, they oso dun care. haix. sadx sia.
anyway, today received loads of chocolates! and more to come! =D. then just now watch tv, got M.CHIA! on who wants to be a millionaire! lolx! SOOOO FUNNY CAN! its like he's chao tah enuff le loh, then on tv, he looks worse, somemore he gelled his hair, until so... erm.. nvm. and the worse is that he wore dunnoe black or navy blue!! then totally cannot see him in the dark, other than his teeth and his tie which is white! lolx. funny leh. was talking to gg while watching. lolx. luff till peng loh. and he dunnoe wad is shen2 zhou1 wu3 hao4! the China's rocket! hahaha. actually, think his reaction time quite slow leh, that's why din get onto the hot seat. haix. but its really very funny loh. cant stop luffing loh. then after that yvette called. talked on the fone while watching the 9pm show. the girl² soo cute! haha. cant stand it. kawaii!
anyway, that's abt all ba. haix. wad a day siax. tatax~

tongx dreamt at 10:54 PM



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